ReAL wOrlD oF mInE

Dasar "sycophant"

2011-10-14T09:21:00.000+07:00

Mo dibilang "sycophant" ato "wriggler" ato "coax"?
.. mungkin pada bingung artinya yaks?! ..

How about "flatterer" or "bootlicker"? pasti tau donk artinya. :)

well, aku rasa pasti ada di tiap lingkungan kita berada. Or maybe you're one of them?

Klo iya, sadar donk- dunia elo mau dikemanain? Dengan tiap hari membuat 'musuh' dan merasa seperti 'pahlawan'?! what for?
Engga ada untungya di akhirat- malah bikin celaka, loh! Beware!

Klo kamu salah satu korbannya, hmm... be 'cuek is the best' ..
jangan senggol gw, klo elo mao selamat - gitu aja deh.
bakalan buang energi untuk ngurusin orang yang engga ada gunanya, engga pentinggg!!!

Hehehehe...
Have a good day,all!
Cheers!

*- boss

2011-07-28T14:39:00.000+07:00

Pernahkah secara tiba2 bos-mu bertingkah laku gila? ... mm, inilah yang terjadi sekarang ini. Entah sejak kapan, kita bisa jadi 'sensitif' bisa jadi 'teman curhat' .. wah, membingungkan super duper!

Dalam 1menit ... mungkin hitungan detik 'malah, bisa 180 derajat berubah. "so much for out of what you can imagine-"
Pengaruh lingkungan? pengaruh usia? pengaruh cuaca? pengaruh teman? pengaruh keluarga? atau memang tabiat super buruk?

Why I bring up this issue?
..karena become irritating, ouch..

Aku datang ke kantor, sepenuh hati- walaupun ada perasaan was-was 'hari ini kena marah ga ya? hari ini kurang apa ya? ' ... ini kan jelas2 engga' normal lagi.
Trus udah gitu, bisa aja pagi2 datang dengan sambutan 'met pagi .. tapi bisa jadi 2menit kemudian tergopoh2 datang (sambil kuping masih nempel di hp) teriak2 'kenapa ini .. kenapa itu ..'
Nah loh, do you think this is normal? is this just how it suppose to be? or is this just my feeling for it's not normal?

Serba salahhh!!!
My senior used to say 'ignore it- n better not to be like it- beware n safe urself' ..
Hmm...

Why not choose the peace way-
solve things in good way, no need to shout, to be angry, to have anger

"Lebih Baik Tidak Kerja Daripada Kerja Jelek"

2011-07-15T12:37:00.000+07:00

~ hmm....
Bagaimana seharusnya menyingkapi ini? kalimat ini? kata2 ini?

Haruskah ditanggapi secara negatif atau positif? ..
Arti sebenarnya? .. ataukah hanya emosi marah2 doank?

Iya, ini kata2 dari si bos besar- yang lagi "emosi" .. wah, benernya engga jelas juga si 'emosi terpendam' atau 'berkepanjangan' ..

Tapi kok sering banget yah, denger kata2 menyakitkan = menyinggung = menusuk seperti ini.
Kebiasaan? wah, gawat juga ..
Otority show off? hmm, mungkin yang dikatakan 'temen'ku bener juga ..
klo memang iya, berarti caranya salah-
" you say, we respect "
" you spank, we neglect "

Premenstrual syndrome

2011-06-28T11:35:00.000+07:00

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS)or also called PMT (Premenstrual tension) --> collection of physical + emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.
Most women of child-bearing age (up to 85%) report having experienced physical symptoms related to normal ovulatory function, such as bloating or breast tenderness.

Medical definitions of PMS are limited to a consistent pattern of emotional and physical symptoms occurring only during the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle that are of "sufficient severity to interfere with some aspects of life".
In particular, emotional symptoms must be present consistently to diagnose PMS.
The specific emotional and physical symptoms attributable to PMS vary from woman to woman, but each individual woman's pattern of symptoms is predictable, occurs consistently during the fourteen days prior to menses, and vanishes either shortly before or shortly after the start of menstrual flow.

Only a small percentage of women (2 to 5%) have significant premenstrual symptoms that are separate from the normal discomfort associated with menstruation in healthy women.

Culturally, the abbreviation PMS is widely understood in English-speaking countries to refer to difficulties associated with menses, and the abbreviation is used frequently even in casual and colloquial settings, without regard to medical rigor. In these contexts, the syndrome is rarely referred to without abbreviation, and the connotations of the reference are frequently more broad than the clinical definition.
Premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD) is a more severe condition, positioned as a psychiatric disorder similar to unipolar depression.

Upset (..really..)

2011-06-22T13:53:00.001+07:00

Do you know how many people will always complains in their life?
I think all will do same things, too .. when things doesn't go like what they want.

But how many people will always naggging and complains to others for their own mistake and blaming on others?
Well ... after typing this questions- just realize, maybe lots of people do this too-

Maybe you (who blame on others) can look at yourself better, next time - there's always next time - ...
It was so not cool, for repeating things you said, then you forgot and comes up you're blaming on others for things you did wrong.

Feels like shit" ...
for being blame~

well, so as you know ...

2011-05-16T20:25:00.001+07:00

ketika ku lihat kau bersama dia
tak ada penyesalan dalam hidupku
dan apa yang ku rasakan saat ini
seperti dahulu ku tak mengenalmu

ketika ku lihat kau bersama dia
tak ada lagi hasrat dalam hidupku
kepada dirimu yang dulu tercinta
tak ada lagi kenangan, takkan lagi harapan

everybody knew you’re a liar
everybody knew you’re a player
everybody knew you’re never serious
risk your love at me
and i tell you once again baby

everybody knew you’re a liar
everybody knew you’re a player
everybody knew you’re never serious
risk your love at me

Berbeda / Different

2011-04-30T09:23:00.004+07:00

Indonesian version.

mungkin bagimu ku slalu salah
di hadapmu ku tak pernah benar
ku tak bisa menjadi pendamai di dalam jiwamu

ku lelah hadapi semua
ku ingin kau mengerti

kini ku sadar cinta tak bisa
di jalani dengan perbedaan
ku akui ku masih mencintamu dan inginkanmu
kan ku coba jalani hidup tanpamu
di atas pedih yang akan kurasakan
kan kulintasi hidup tanpa dirimu
ku akan pergi menjauh
karna kita memang berbeda

ku lelah hadapi semua
ku ingin kau mengerti
ku tau kita tak mungkin menyatu
ku mau kau mengerti

English version.

for you, i never true, never right
I can not be a peacemaker in your soul

I tired to face it all
I want you to understand

now, I realize love can not live with differences
I admit I still want you, still love you
I'll try to live without you
above all pain I feel
to not live without you
I will go away
because we are different

I tired to face all
I want you to understand
I know we can not together
I want you to understand

Easter Celebration!

2011-04-24T23:40:00.002+07:00

That night, for the first time I'm attending Easter celebrations at the church.
It was so much more then I've expected - it was much, much merrier than my usual church. They played the bells and music in different tunes- different songs and different spirits! (almost break down n cried, for His Mighty shown me a lot)
.. still at that time, I miss being around in Christian church-

It was my baptized moment. Night of the night, where I've been shown so many 'signs'..
You might think that it's just a 'bluff' .. but for what i experienced- yes, God is here, God is listening to my pray and He helped me out.
Thank you, God~

They said being baptized means that you re.gain your life, new life.
I do wish and I do feel that way -
past will be my past, and I'm sure that He won't leave me- as I used to 'leave Him so often.

Many times, I 'denied His presence, His help - feels that I haven't been guide good enough and not being 'gifted for what I asked.
Now, He showed me all - what I've asked was not right, was not good for me.
and now, in this Easter - i will need to re.gain everything back - from scratch .. and re.start everything with good's one.

Easter Spirit

2011-04-21T12:35:00.002+07:00

On Easter Sunday, Christians celebrate the resurrection of the Lord, Jesus Christ.
It is typically the most well-attended Sunday service of the year for Christian churches.

Christians believe, according to Scripture, that Jesus came back to life, or was raised from the dead, three days after his death on the cross. As part of the Easter season, the death of Jesus Christ by crucifixion is commemorated on Good Friday, always the Friday just before Easter. Through his death, burial, and resurrection, Jesus paid the penalty for sin, thus purchasing for all who believe in him, eternal life in Christ Jesus.

So, what's your plan on this Easter Celebration?
Having recognition what you've done during this year?
Having re.coup with the whole family and your love ones?
Having Easter Bunny celebration with kids?

Share your ideas with me!

(while me? .. i'm hoping for happy ending for rest of my life)

why? how come?

2011-04-20T17:15:00.002+07:00

how come our feelings can mixed up like this?

by the time, you're in love with someone- and on the same time, you hate for what he has done to you , but still you miss that person ...

don't they said love isn't hurt?
don't they said love don't give tears?

then, why?

2011-04-19T15:48:00.000+07:00

"This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness."

Grow Up, my love!

2011-04-19T13:03:00.003+07:00

bingung mo nulis apa '... hati galau, pikiran keikut kacau .. ga bisa mikir, padahal kudu ngantor n kerja .. berasa kerja paksa gara2 pikiran di antah berantah..

bisa2nya cowo aku, orang yang paling aku sayang dan paling aku 'beratin' di idup ini - semena2 ke aku ...
dikasi masukan, kritikan yang membangun kenapa engga bisa membuka diri untuk 'listening and learning' ... bukannya lebih baik dikritik pacar supaya bisa menjadi lebih baik, ketimbang dikritik orang yang sama sekali kamu engga kenal? .. itu bakalan menyakitkan, menurutku -

belum lagi klo ditambah kena pengaruh temen yang buruk (heran juga, kenapa masih aja dijadiin temen klo dah tau itu bawa 'pengaruh buruk') ..
makin ga jelas sikapnya-

seharusnya dia dateng dan stay close with me .. udah jelas2 waktu barengan sedikit tapi masih aja dicampur ama temen 'buruk' nya.
bener2 ga pengertian, ga perhatian, ga ada 'rasa sayang' kah di dirimu?
kamu minta orang sekitarmu termasuk aku untuk peka ama perasaanmu, tapi apakah kamu pernah mencoba untuk peka ke sekeliling kamu? ..
kamu minta orang sekitarmu bisa ngeliat betapa pentingnya kamu untuk mereka, tapi apakah kamu pernah bersikap sebaliknya? ..

tolong, sadarlah - jadilah dewasa ..
aku membutuhkanmu seperti semula, as a grown up man!

Too Busy with Your Ego!

2011-04-18T19:32:00.004+07:00

Here I will tell you my stories- stories of me & my love ..
(life always up and down, so you will not know what's gonna happen next)
and I'll tell you something not in order .. 'cause things messed up sometimes, in my life, in your life, everybody's life.

It was started in good ways, we talked, we laughed, telling each other what's going around our world - since we're "long distance" .. not that long, which you can reach within 45 minutes flights, though.

Just like at the peak, where things get crowded and out loud - he change into some form, which I hardly understand.
Normal things turns out to be freak out!

Non-sense words out from his mouth, which I hate most.
please, don't start the fight .. but it happens...
I tried to talk calm and giving 'right direction' .. but seems only 1 brain doing it's talk, so the others simply ignored it.

Not even a single words, and worse 'til it gets the next day.
not a single call coming from him ...

so, who now always saying "solve things before sunrise"?? .. and yet, he didn't do it-
all efforts seems hopeless - for he doesn't care to listen & open his mind. Keeping his ego, in front of his face...

Sigh...

...getting knock the head...

2011-04-18T17:56:00.003+07:00

'been a while gone from the seen to unseen world...

now it's about time I knock the space-
getting my stuff prepared ..
speed the motor ..
flash the light ..

and ..

Here I Am!

hatiku sakit ...

2010-02-06T21:59:00.002+07:00

aku post out kebohongan mungkin bisa memberikan kebaikan di suatu akhir, yang tak pasti ...
, entah kenapa, seharusnya aku mati rasa , tapi , aku masih saja menitikkan air mata .. entah ..

kata kata menyakitkan , tingkah laku ponggah , sifat tak bisa menerima semua ini .. aku kacau ..

semua dibalik senyum ramah, wajah penuh tawa, suasana bahagia .. aku menangis , aku terpuruk , aku kehilangan arah ..

Oh, my Choky!

2009-12-21T06:18:00.005+07:00

Gosh, never knew I would have this 'great' dream.
Sorry guys, i have to tell this in my 'own' language. It makes it easier for me.

U know that I admired Choky Sitohang so much. His posture, his personal appeal, his smile, his voice, everything about him. And last nite, I dream of him.

Background: I was in some sort of private school. Lots of students even small kids. I happened to be one of the senior, really senior in there- amongs other senior, of course. And I was appointed to be one of the leader during kids break time and I suggest for a cute dance.
Anyway, result is great! People loves it. People cheered me.
And time to go back. School finish. Job done.

On my way back, a Jeep come by to pick me up. Reflex, I get in & sit next to the driver. And guys!!! it's Choky, next to me! He's my BF?!!!!

It was so cool! I start my search inside the car, as it was my hobby (i haven't really notice it 'til I got this dream).
I finished my cellphone battery, so I look for a charger. He asked me to look under his seat, where he used to keep all things over there. So, I look for it.

Hmm... he just wearing short! And I touch his laps with my nose! He's white & smooth! ...(keep dreaming, girls)
Well, I found it- I charge it.

Rumors said that you used to get 'wet' on top of your 'batik' t-shirt, while doing it on your Persian cushions, I asked. Is it true? And how many of that Persian cushion, you had? (cause I never had one- I'm curious, so I asked)
He put on his cute smile and said " I got 12 of them .... and You'll see..."
OMG!

and once get home, you what girls? ..OMG!!
He wears his 'batik' T-shirt and starting getting 'wet' on his Persian cushion~ he's washing them with hand, not with his washing machine.
Poor Choky!

Desainer from Taiwan

2009-11-24T06:59:00.003+07:00

Confronted with an ever-growing pile of old newspapers, Taiwanese fashion designer Colin Lin came up with the idea of using them to make shoes and tote bags for her environmentally friendly footwear company.
Both the shoes and tote bags are very much in line with Lin's environmentally friendly approach to business — an approach that in recent years has led her to use fish skin and raffia as replacements for leather.

"My concern is for comfort, fashion and the environment," she said.

Lin's shoes and tote bags stand out in a crowd because they are replete with the telltale Chinese characters that are printed in Taiwanese newspapers and the colorful photos and advertisements that accompany them.

Both of the items go through a time consuming manufacturing process and neither comes cheap. A pair of paper shoes takes 3-4 hours to make and sells for $100-150, while a tote bag takes as much as 2-3 days and can go for up to $260.

"You can't imagine how many chemicals are used in each process of regular shoemaking," said Lin. "And I try to do away with them as much as possible."

Asta

2009-11-08T17:47:00.002+07:00

It's been quite sometimes- gone from the crowded of the world!

But here I am, with Asta as my new business set up. To make it happen, to fill it with more and more ideas- first just a trial and then it become more fun, more creative and more and more ...

You out there, don't miss it- Add it to your site and join me.

Dinner at Hulhumale Hotel (only place to enjoy real food)

2009-06-25T19:59:00.005+07:00

Hmm... temptating look isn't it?
this is sort of complimentary or something like tat- too little, but it's free also. He3x...
fresh shrimp boiled & served with cream sauce (can't determine which one is it)
but for sure, make your mouth watery-
can't wait for the next dish~

ups- i suppose to tell you about the starter i got.
so yummy 'til once get into my spot & it's gone.
it was scallops! great!
so here i left you the plate, only-

above is my bf's main course- fried noodles in singapore style, if not mistaken-
anyway, it's good taste- & the quantity is perfect for me. But too bad, it's not my dish- even i got chance to pick little.

wait 'til you see what i had for my dish that nite.

here comes my dinner set?! hi3x.. yup- it's a lot! really a lot!
i couldn't finish them all, as always- good that my bf is there to help me finish them. Hi3x.. no wonder his tummy is all comes from my dishes, left over dishes- ha3x..

as you can see, i ordered eel with rice & complete with other's too-
the eel is kinda not right- as i used to eat before, not in same place anyway. This one is not to melt well- well, if you know what i mean with 'melt' in fish issue.

others, like those tempura are okay- with the sauce as well.
anyway, i always love tempura- especially vegie's part- yummy.
the soup is always good-

sushi? raw fish? hmm... yummy- they taste fresh & the shrimps are sweet! excellent

o yah, you got to try those squid & jelly fish- they taste good. yummy-

Save Ur Earth

2009-06-21T09:12:00.000+07:00

starting with this...
Thanks to Swedish design studio Bulldog for sending this in.

“Foxglo (pronounced Fox-glow) was launched to address European consumer adoption of basic green ideas and specifically, a shift from use of incandescent light bulbs to more energy efficient, compact florescent lighting.

Bulldog’s remit was to help the brand provide assurance of energy saving benefits, empower consumers to make technical comparisons with traditional incandescent bulbs and to promote correct waste handling for all Foxglo products.

Since many European countries have announced intentions to make Eco-friendly bulbs compulsory, campaigners have been calling for warnings and disposal advice to be printed on bulb packaging. Many of the leading European brands in the category have failed to do this, despite the risks posed by a product that requires special waste handling and increasing media pressure to do so.

Bulldog developed a name and visual identity that suggest the primary brand benefit with a view to penetrating the market quickly. The packaging solution, using bio-degradable inks and 100% recycled stock, attracts, directs and educates consumers - enabling informed purchasing decisions that will contribute to their well-being, as well as that of the environment.”

source:FoxGlo-

Work Slaves

2009-06-20T07:58:00.002+07:00

Does this look or feel like how your company runs?

There are 3 things you need to be aware:
1.Voice - listen more, you're not always the right one even you hold strong position of company
2.Community - doesn't run only with you, runs together & understand together

source: robert p's - thanx, robert!

What I Feel About Male, Maldives-part2

2009-04-15T21:47:00.002+07:00

The feeling will be mixed- either i love it or i dislike it.

Let's get start with the dis-like first.
-I found it still hard for me to adjust my life schedule. You need to wake up by Sunday and get your ass to work. While you also don't have your own space to church. And tank top, and mini skirt and hot pants
-Friday while you're having holiday, you couldn't go anywhere or finding anyplace to relax, cause all shops and store are closed. And if you have habit to have breakfast out during your holiday, since you don't cook- then you're hopeless!
Male's places to eat only open after 1 for most places- and you're dead!
-Shoes issue. I broke 4 of my shoes during my 6months stay here. Terrible! And most of all, shoes here are just for a months time. Aware it's always on right shoes got broken first- We all suspect its because of it's beautiful road
-Food varieties. Oh, I miss my Mc.Donal or KFC or even my Pizza Hut.
Getting indian food was interesting, but got it for whole time- ugh, couldn't take it anymore. It's just not fit to my tounge, except for Indian's, of course
Craving of really good ice cream which price not taking our whole wallet inside.
-Entertainment is totally less. No malls, no bars, no place to hang out freely.
People got used to hang out in coffee shop. LOL-
-Accomodation. This is another issue, people need to aware once they step in & live in. Cost you a fortune! Small places, of its an island & lots of population so that's whay cramp goes in & no one to blame!
-Aw,man! They're closing while you finish catching up with your work from office. Getting ready to get your groceries after 5.30 is just never enough! Once they open, you already lost your will to shop.
Surely they can still open, cause those people are not going to pray anyway. They still inside and chattering while we're here dying to get our groceries list done.
-Strict! that's what they keep saying about themselves.
I think that should be supported with attitude also. I don't see it,guys.... LOL

Hmm.. probably there'll be more to add later on, but I'll skip it for now.
writing all these stuff already makes me distructed- so let's continue to good part as i feel ready to write-
no, i'm catching up my dinner ..

Check this Out!

2009-04-07T14:11:00.001+07:00

Check out this wallpapers, cool one!
Got from net called black wallpaper?!

Male, at Maldives

2009-03-28T19:40:00.003+07:00

Maldives...
Lots of people will think of white sand, sea breeze, gorgeous rooms with all its facilities, and big smile on everyone's face...

Well, what I'm going to tell in here was not all about it- I'm telling the real life here in Male, Maldives.
So, here are the real life ...

Male is the center of life for Maldivians.It's build on an island, and place itself can't say the biggest island, though it's the center activity of it.
Business runs on this island, and spread to others. Such as Adhu and other up-coming new island.

Once you arrived in Maldives, you'll need to travel with dhoni (traditional boat, they called) to Male. To reach the city.
This happen unless, you've book yourself a comfy privilege resort. Then you'll be picked up with special speed boat- Enjoy! Goods comes along with certain amount!

Male is known for its Muslim territory. Most people livin inside are Muslim, and they're quite restrict for few issues.
(In my opinion, those rules are bit too much & it'll trigger more issue in the future.)
For example: no church is allowed here, that includes bringing bibble or even small cross is prohibited. So, no more Sunday church you guys!

People itself you'll find variously, but most of them are Indian / Bangladesh / Sri Lanka.
Rumors said that they came here for it's privilege for easier access to Maldives, rather than other countries. Well, we all known what's happening around the globe, aren't we? It's not their fault, for sure- but they're the one who carried the blame.
Pop up restaurant will come along with its people, such as: Indian restaurant.

Most of food here are influence with Indian taste- lots of ingredients and special taste of India. Even biscuit will taste bit of it.
You better get used to it while you're in Male.
Instead of Indian's, second famous range is Thai's food. And rest coming is Chinese.

For places, not so much sight seeing place here. Heard there's original island where Maldives started- but haven't been there. Once I'm there, will post out the story, k?!
Most places here are related with old/ancient mosque or even their ancient graveyard. There's presidential palace, too- But it's not for public- so what to see?
You got museum here, but it's just a glimpse that you'll took only 10min and finish up. Ugh ..

No, no, I'm not complaining but I would think they should improve more on theirs.
Road are uneven, broke 3 of my shoes here during my half year staying. Totally ruin of!
Trash are everywhere, government never provide trash can along the street- so people will just throw away anywhere, or probably in most case, they'll stop by near the electric box & stuck trash on top of it-

No mini skirt, no tank top, for sure- but that doesn't change men behave for insulting women with their whistle or even sometimes they'll purposely knock your butt or thigh , just for sake of pleasure!
I thought religion thought people to respect others, and more over it's in religious place, such as Maldives?!

For you thinking to stop over & enjoy life at Male. Hotels cost you a hell!
Been to a hotel, near airport jetty- which far away from 'standard' level & cleanliness ... they charge you for 80 bucks! and the room so yaiksss...
Better consult & check rooms condition bfore you approve to stay on it-

Odd day for most people (outside Maldivian) that Friday is holiday; Saturday & Sunday is full work day.
And you'll be having hard time to have food delivery, since they operate after 1 in the afternoon- and few times they'll be closing for prayer time. And friday?.. don;t ask! They closed!

What could be anything more fun than shopping? Yeah ..
don't expect too much- Some stuff here are originally Maldivian's trademark, but rest of the goods are same as you'll found in your country, too.
They did produce themselves dhoni (traditional boat) that you'll need to assemble once you reach home. Or woven mat, which looks lovely but costly.

If i can advise, take more shots, experience more and buy less.

Food, people, island, what else can I share with you?

Flat

2009-03-24T20:07:00.002+07:00

it's kinda flat...
probably it's more on the daily & experiencing things that keep me flat for writing something.
mostly days finish with exhausted & drowsiness for my comfy pillow & get through the day, waiting for the same next day schedule..

kinda flat isn't it?
when is holiday coming?

My BF

2009-03-15T20:43:00.001+07:00

In the pict. is my bf.
Today upload is day after his B-Day.

It's not that he use to be like in the pict.

But for sure,
I Love You, Baby!

Am I a Trouble Maker?

2009-02-23T10:39:00.000+07:00

Am I a trouble maker?

Can I?

2009-02-18T16:15:00.003+07:00

time never can return back, even we want it badly-
things i've done, word's i've spoke .. those i can't change & neither i want to change ...

sometimes when you're in confusion,
life can be so hard, life can be so mean to me
....

laugh, tears, sorrow, pain, happiness
all comes in life-
it went through like seasons,

i never ask for seasons in my life,
this time i will ask 'can i have what i want?'

Are You?

2009-02-05T17:57:00.000+07:00

guess not everyone is happy with what they got-

Niceeeee....

2009-01-27T20:50:00.002+07:00

sometime were so hard to say
secret feelin lock away
heaven knows I've always feel so much for you
I'm not that romantic even word sarcastic sometimes
and now it's time I tell you this
what's always been my one & only wish
even though I'm no spiderman or superman
I'll be the one who guard you
night & day & trust me
I don't need spider web or laser eyets
'cause you giving me strength to say
...
"Share your life & be my wife"

will you be my wife, baby?

~none~

2009-01-21T17:15:00.000+07:00

what if the person who makes you cry is the only person who can make you smile?

I miss Him

2009-01-20T13:35:00.001+07:00

Wind blows through my pale face~
as i sit on my balcony .. wondering what he's doing there, on the other side of this world.
He was laughing & telling stories while we're sitting together on that night.
Splendid night of our own.

I miss that moment
I miss him so bad tonight

If he's not here, now
Will he come to my dream?
I miss him ..

Good or Worst?

2009-01-18T16:20:00.002+07:00

Was told one of good hotels you can find in Male, Maldives.
Got chance to stay overnight- last night. Too bad, what they’ve said turns out to be an awful taste if they do say this is one of good hotels they got in town/island!
It was written “For a pleasant stay in Male’ on its card .. but then? Not a single thing you will find it pleasant to stay there.
It’s located near with Airport Jetty- and one of few stretch hotels is surrounding it. Corner high rise building, just next to small alley that brings you to other side of the island.
Once you get in, you’ll get those messy & un-organized feeling. Interior of the place itself quite old. Dark red & green color, mixed together for rich purpose but it failed. Reception service is okay, except there’s always one thing is missing in Male. Smile.
Transfer to the room with small elevator, which seems AC been off for several hours to cut down electricity expenses.
Greet with a shock for there’s mirror in front of elevator, once you step into 3rd floor. Less than 2feet and voala- wall everywhere, around you. It was short & narrow alley to get into the room. Walls are dirty and chip off on each corner. Like few years back renovation took its place.
Ufgh.. room itself totally shock me off – not for it’s amazing dazzling look. For it’s dirty, messy, and oh.. hard to express! You can check out from pictures above…

I’m really disappointed- and it took you 80 bucks for this room, and rate does not include breakfast!

Awful Dream! Nightmare!

2009-01-14T13:32:00.002+07:00

Got terrible dream last night- that’s why it’s nightmare!
Was heading back to my room, when I saw this black belt crawl into my room. It went into my wardrobe- while I was trying to catch it. Strange since I’m so afraid with snake & here, I’m chasing it!
It was a black belt, belongs to a man. Man’s belt & there’s holes on it- just like olden time when teenagers use those kind of belt to decline themselves as punk generation-
Finally I got it, held it around my point finger while I sort like punching its head. Actually, I saw no head at that time. What I really realized that there’s tail of it & I’m getting it burn on fire. Trying to get rid of it, for scaring me and entering my room.
Burn down little on top of its tail, but it’s crawl back and attack me. Got bit burn on my finger & I give up with burning it. Same time, it’s not black belt anymore- it turns out to be little green snake. Bright green snake, colors like green apple.
And it was on crowd place, with friends we’re heading for some building, sort like building I used to visit while my work visit in Vietnam. We’re heading to one stall, and asked for glass bottle- as they usually use for chemistry experiment.
Found it, and I put that little snake inside. It start hissed to me.
Bottle cage itself turns out to be nicer than before. With tree trunks & some leaves & ground soil.
And I was awake with a jolt, for feeling someone snap on my right-
Gosh, that’s an awful dream!

Life Essence

2009-01-13T18:46:00.002+07:00

"Everybody wants to run, Karl. At some point in life, everybody thinks about walking away. Life's always better on the beach or in the mountains. Problems can be left behind. It's inbred in us. We're the proudcts of immigrants who left miserable conditions and came here in search of better life. And they kept moving west, packin gup and leaving, always looking for the pot of gold. Now, there's no place to go"

The Partner- John Grisham

tears & love

2009-01-10T17:44:00.002+07:00

It was noon, probably quite late noon- ugh.. hardly to remember since my mind travelling around for some cause'

yup- this is my sensitive moment.

tears dropp without notice- and made my pillow wet of tears.

you came by and heal my pain, scare away my tears-
makasih, yang...

Gue Lagi Kesel!

2009-01-07T12:30:00.003+07:00

Beneran, sumpah lagi keselllll bangetttttt....

Hmm.. kenapa yg namanya atasan besar selalu kaya gini yah?!
For some people kadang bisa ajah di-cuekin n ga terlalu nganggep- used to be like that. Tapi kadang2 keselnya ini loh, nyebelinnnnn bangettttt

Mulai dari pengambilan keputusan, tata cara ngomong & attitude juga engga banget deh dibilang bos2 amat. Erghh...
Klo salah engga mau ngaku, selalu ditumpahin ke yang laennya.
Bikin repot banyak orang untuk satu masalah kecil. Manja banget.
Banyak ngomong & repeat terus- ampe busa tuh mulut!
Ga nyadar apa klo banyak orang ga suka?

Masa harus di-konfrontasi di depan seh .. males banget!
Ergh... bukan bos tapi anak kecil ketuaan-

Klo ga ngerti prosedurnya, nanya donk- jangan suka maen terus ajah, malu2in di depan banyak orang. Iih...

Pencuri Hati

2009-01-05T14:52:00.003+07:00

'Klo dibilang gimana awal mula ceritanya ~ bakalan ribet, soalnya 'kind a long story to tell & lebih u/ kita ber-2 ajah 'kali ya??!!
Mungkin aku bisa ceritain lewat gbr2 ini, sekilas lalu & bisa u/ mengenang "what past has bring us together" .. ceilee..

'Sampe pada akhirnya "being steal" by someone & pas banget seperti di foto. Pantai pasir putih nan indah jadi saksi (iih.. dangdut banget yah?!)
biarin lah- aku lagi bahagia ...

Luv u, pencuri hatiku!

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (chapter 4)

2009-01-04T15:17:00.006+07:00

-finishing chapter-

been planning this trip for almost a month, and it did end up very well.
i enjoy n love the trip. got my heart capture by someone, too.

not last, here some other pictures took while completing my holiday.
psst.. got more on my facebook & friendster, too!

hendra-me

my love

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (chapter 3)

2009-01-04T14:59:00.008+07:00

finish after counting clock ticking?
no way ... we got long way to go~

Tonight at Effendy & Jaya's place. We continue celebrating New Year!!

Drinks are available plus some snacks and loud music to get Jaya "goyang masss..."
yihaaa... watch his moves!! hahaha.. so cuteeee

Party won't work without bit noisy attitude. We're getting loud & noisy as time goes by. Either one flip on another or getting bug by lover or simply laugh at others.

Of course, we can't forgot that we need to capture happy crazy moment we have.

Not enough taking picture of others~

and we vote for best couple of the year!

night crawling to morning .. and we have to end our private limited party-
since some of people here got to work day after. Hey, it's resort remember?
Now you know how their time limit & schedule,even in big moment like this-

zzzz...(snooring) ..zzzzz...

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (chapter2)

2009-01-04T14:43:00.005+07:00

Imagine being in a resort? Mostly on well known resort? Hmm, you're right!
It's a heaven paradise.

It's 31st of December 2008 and tonight we're gonna celebrate changing year to 2009.
Exciting for the party & expectation of other surprise coming on- who knows?

Lights are everywhere, trees are decorated with lights. Places clean up. X-Mas tree on every spot standing still, wanting to celebrate together changing of the year.

We start moving on 10pm- getting ready to welcome 2009.
Warm up a bit with Corona & friends. Chit chat & talking of future ahead plan. Gossips around. Laughter & getting ourselves closer to each others.
Such a way where you find that situation is getting friendly, open same time intimate, too.

Stop by for quick photos with santa deer.. well, girls~

Heading for party spot. Walking side by side, on cold white sand. Holding hands, singing and cheering each others. I found my heart on that night.
Crashing candle lights along the way, for some kiddie reasons. he3x
We're so happy & excited for the event.

Beach was decorated as how its gonna be a dance floor, on white sand beach.
It was huge spacious space, and food are supplied too. So, it's always good to be there, since you won't feel hunger & thirst.

"Bing Bang Bang Bung" continously sound of firework. Party is just getting started.
5min full of firework show. We all amazed of it. People taking pictures, video & hardly recall others- concentrating on the sparkle.

Let myself being hug warmly by him, while we're celebrating new year together.

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (1st chapter)

2009-01-04T13:40:00.006+07:00

Hardly realize it's 2009 coming up-
time flew so fast .. without knowing it & voala, we're here.

It was 5 in the morning, i woke up with excitement & get myself ready.
put on my pants & bright greeny sleeves shirt, ready for my R&R!! (rest&relax-borrow tag from resort guy)

Too early for boat riding, since the boat also haven't come 'til it was 6am. Almost freezing outside with cold breeze. But what the heck- this is holiday! and i'm gonna enjoy it!

The next an hour was full of tense. Bumpy Jumpy Speed Boat- cruising against wave, flip flop people inside speed boat. Whoaaa.. what an experience! Bit scary but it's cool. When else can I get this experience if not now?!

I see nice scenery once boat make its low speed, cool clear blue water, wooden house, unique touch of the place itself- seems like calling you to stop by & stay there. Well, i'm staying there- soon i step my feet on the ground. So, lets not waste the time & let's exploring.

I guess time goes as how it suppose to be. He comes with lazy shorts and bare feet, bringing me into place where i will stay to spend my holiday time.
It was 7am on my time, and darn hungry- so next stop is canteen!!
Quite surprise to see the canteen look. Food all over, and you can eat whatever you like. Hmm.. if your tummy can handle it, though- ha3x
People are having good behaviour & attitude, too. Quite surprising to compare with what I've seen in Male itself. This is the world, I'm talking about-

Getting my breakfast ready, get to know some people around-
Many indonesian around, and it's good to know that you're having lots of friends around. Start hoping from one room to another room. "Hi"Hello,I just came" Nice to meet you" - so much fun to know more friends.

Time to rest after an hour tense on the boat. He3x..
Took me half hour to realize that I won't be able to sleep. I'm too excited to browse all over the place.

Unfortunatly,things doesn't always go like what schedule (hmm.. is there any schedule,di?).. resort are fully booked, and small issue which comes to decision no one allowed to take pictures on surrounding. (for this arogant, misserable peoples)

People get around with bikes here, cause places are distance for one to another-
Some people use buggy too (sort of like cart) cool, like riding 'boom boom car'
but some places you can reach by walk, anyway it's holiday- you can walk bare foot on white sand, right?

I stayed on staff accomodation. Which is good enough, in my opinion. Better that what my office in Male offered. Note that!
You have all facilities there & subsidy from the resort itself.
Places are scattered around but close to each other, as its a complex of its own & separated from guest area.

They even have their own garden. Here are orchid garden, I'm sure if my mom's coming she will spend more time there rather than the beach itself. They plant most of vegie & spices they need. Cool, hah?!

Games area with big projector screen, canoing, banana boat & others are here.
This hang seat i love it! I can watch people play games while I'm reading book on this swing chair. Well, i got to make myself swing to get on swing.

It's right when they call this is paradise- Hmm...

See at those bright clear water behind? gorgeous-

I'll tell you more on next blog, k?
this will be just an introduction of my splendid end year holiday!

Here Comes X-Mas!!

2009-01-04T13:27:00.004+07:00

X-Mas is coming & another year is changing.
so, what's the plan for this 2009?

meanwhile, we're having kinda mix party. for new year, also for x-mas. considering not so many christian in male, maldives. so we create our own-
party was held by friend of mine. cool place & cool arrangement.

hmm.. this one is girl's group. U all know well when girls are staying together- where nothing then something happen.
we're kinda covering the x-mas tree, aren't we? well, hardly notice about it when flash goin on.

by end of party, gift exchange!!
seems that lita quite delight with her surprise gift. He3x..
i got my 'tiger'mug - cute & huge mug. no worried for thrist at night-

here are some snaps of guests and of course, i won't be out from picture snap. he3x
got bunch of nationaly there- new friends are always welcome!

Flight w/ priveledge

2008-12-21T15:07:00.007+07:00

It was 9am flight. Domestic flight, from Male to Hannimaddhu Island.
Went out on this trip, for my friend gave me privilege on free seating inside the cockpit! Amazing! I’ve been always wanting to seat on a plane, with the pilot & now, dreams come true!
Plane is flight with 2 gorgeous pilot. They’re called their selves as Sir’ Teddy & Sir’ Fayez. White pilot uniform & all those badges, plus black sunglasses, aren’t they awesome?

Teddy comes from Indonesia, flight for many years & no doubt on his flying skills. he's the one who gaves me this priveledge-

While Fayez, true Maldivian graduated from US & flight plane since then. No doubt on skill of these two man for handling plane. Terrific- I’m flying with full trust. Honest but sad, they’re taken- sorry.
Enough with the pilot talks. Let’s get into the plane & the trip. It was not like what I had expected bfore. Spacious seating, interesting equipment (which on this part is true) and excellent front view- But, what I experience is totally amazing. Being a pilot is not as easy as you would think, or even it won’t be as hard as you thought also. Yes, indeed – there’s so many buttons with its own different function. Yes, there’s so many nature things you need to get involved with. Despite that, have you notice that they also equipped with crib notes for each flight, they make?! Hmm.. Interesting, isn’t it?
2nd pilot supported main pilot, which seats on the left side of his. 2nd pilot open the guide handy book & gives check list on each performance. Landing, approaching, take off, etc.
Once its take off, it took around 5 to 10min to get adjust the plane & voile, automatic pilot on. Soon, automatic navigation will take control. And pilot gets their time to relax. The only view they can enjoy is their 2 mini screens, which shows the route & cloud marks, which tells them where to hoop in into another road. Just like driving, you avoid construction hole, dump, etc. It’s not like you get the best view over there, ‘cause most of the window will be cover with those buttons. When it’s sunny, blinds are up on those small windows and again, those small screens will accompany their trip. (Now, you can understand why most of pilots are wearing sunglasses all the time, right? - And sometimes they just forgot to take them off, even when they’re not flying. Ha3x)

Confession spilled out that they’re nervous during landing, especially when short runway is ahead them. Oh, aren’t they so cute?
In fact, it is worrying- I was seating with them, during the landing. And it is, short runway. Really short in my opinion, as I saw it myself. And not sure how they can handle it well during the landing. Fiuhh.. Got me bite my tongue-

On the trip back, I put myself on back seat. Enjoying scenery view from that capsule window & took some shots with my Canon. I’m not alone, though. A flight attendant accompanies me during my flight time. His name is Ahmed Siaar. He’s a one man show on that flight. Called him Siaar. Just turn to 18 and loves to travel. No wonder he loves his job so much.

Here few images taken from above, with Trans Maldivian Air (flight I took). Thanks to both pilot, too! See ya on next trip!

Open Vote~

2008-12-11T15:33:00.000+07:00

which one is yours?

Lonely?

2008-12-02T10:46:00.000+07:00

u're not as lonely as he is~
wake up, friends...

sahabat sejati

2008-11-29T17:28:00.003+07:00

susahnya jadi pendengar yang baik ..
kadang telinga ampe panas dengerin sumpah serapah yang ga abis-abisnya.
well, rasanya gini ya klo jadi pendengar teman setia..

meringankan buat yang dongeng seh, tapi yg dengerin kan jadi sengsara- kudu konsentrasi dengerin, salah2 kasih respon bisa berabe deh ..

kasian juga klo ngerasain gini.
buat temen2 yang udah berbaik hati sering dengerin curhat aku- makasih banget ya, sudah merelakan kupingnya & waktunya & konsentrasinya untuk aku.

memang, tidak ada yang bisa menggantikan sahabat sejati~

Next Destination?!

2008-11-25T19:22:00.000+07:00

Breethh.....

2008-11-25T13:36:00.001+07:00

cooling myself-
...little work piece of mine...'further more log on coroflot.com/clarinita

Buat Malaikatku-

2008-11-22T19:33:00.000+07:00

Sejak ia pergi,
dari hidupku,
ku merasa sepi
Dia tinggalkan ku sendiri di sini,
tanpa satupun yang pasti

Aku tak tahu harus bagaimana,
aku merasa tiada berkawan,
selain dirimu,
selain cintamu

Kirim aku, malaikatmu
Biar jadi kawan hidupku
Dan tunjukkan jalan yang memang kau pilihkan untukku
Kirim aku, malaikatmu
Kar’na ku sepi berada disini
Dan di dunia ini, aku tak mau sendiri
Tanpa terasa ku teteskan, air mata ini
Yang tiada berhenti mengiringi, kisah di hati

~dan di dunia ini, aku tak mau sendiri

Tentang Kamu

2008-11-11T12:36:00.000+07:00

Ku tak bisa menebak
Ku tak bisa membaca
Tentang kamu
Tentang kamu

Kau buat kubertanya
S’lalu dalam hatiku
Tentang kamu
Tentang kamu

Bagaimana bila akhirnya ku cinta kau
Dari kekuranganmu hingga lebihmu
Bagaimana bila semua benar terjadi
Mungkin inilah yang terindah

Begitu banyak bintang
Seperti pertanyaanku
Tentang kamu
Tentang kamu

Eyes

2008-11-11T10:55:00.001+07:00

I’m Watching You ..

Trash Island

2008-11-11T10:52:00.004+07:00

Hi there, blinks look from Thilafushi Island.
Back here, people call it “trash island” – yep, cause all trash from city and island surrounds goes into here!

You’ll see smokes from burning trashes, which piling up into mountain form.
But nature just won’t go away, isn’t it?
You still able to see nicely round sunset – nice isn’t it?

Of course, there’s some buildings. Government buildings and rest are places where workers stay. This island also specific for workshop and storage of companies in Male.

If you haven’t notice, no-no this is not another resort. This is a mosque. Nice…

Finally, this Dhony bring me there- not full speed, but it’s acceptable.

Is this how it look like to u?

2008-10-31T00:40:00.001+07:00

is it that how see about me?
different in your eyes? in your perspective?

How Is Your Heart?

2008-10-26T19:30:00.000+07:00

My heart a little bit broken-

violet line

2008-10-26T19:27:00.000+07:00

Love it!!!

who knows?

2008-10-26T19:24:00.002+07:00

who knows behind this lovely beach, you'll find...

back to Books

2008-10-13T13:53:00.001+07:00

Ogh, those books drives me crazy!
Almost forgot how the feels inside library- feels good!

Seeing believes. Most 1st time I arrived here, was disappointed with no more Stephen King “Dark Tower” publish here, desperately needed. For killing time.
But then, here, now- I can read all them up, from 1st edition to the end. How great it is-

Membership fee of 50/- rufiyaa plus library fee of 10/- rufiyaa monthly plus deposit of 150/- rufiyaa which you can claim back once you got your feet out from Male.
Not bad, huh?
Plus some more, the library opens from 8am – 8.45pm except Fridays.

If there’s only a thing I can complain right now is .. “would u turn off the ceiling fan, please? “ ..well, thank you-

have U

2008-10-11T18:53:00.000+07:00

“In this age, we face problems which are both political & economical in nature.
To free ourselves from such problems I think the most important thing is the ability to understand each other deeply through cultural exchange”
Toro Takemitsu

~ have u? ~

abortion ~discussion section~

2008-10-09T13:45:00.001+07:00

Knew this discussion will get some feed back, so please go on-
As far as I know, talking about an abortion is not a “taboo” thing to talk nowadays.
People do sneak up & judging of these things, but don’t you think it’s good to know the reasons, before judging whether it’s against God’s will or not? Whether it’s against the law? Whether it’s not about killing some human spirit? And others …

Ok, now. We’re talking about law- ..
Where did that law comes from? All those rules about how and what people can or not allowed to do? Isn’t coming from human being?
What concepts are lying behind this? How could they bring a matter and judge that it was not right thing to do? Or which one is right thing to do?
Killing human life is wrong, I do know that. But then again, don’t we need to re-think of causes behind it? Why is it not allowed to do, for not listening reasons behind?

I’m here not to judge which is right or wrong to do. But I have concern of people, who push their mind of “this is wrong” or “this is right to do”.

For example;
Was it wrong for a woman to loves someone and having a baby?
But when things turn out that they are not able to be together, for he’s bow to other’s, and … she decides for an abortion?
For reasons, that things will not go easier? Not living with the person, she loves?
Reasons of finance issue? Family issue? Self confidences? Fail future prediction? Or maybe for some more issues, we never think about it before?

YES, she did the abortion.
Does this means that she killed someone’s life? Child abuse? It’s not even a child yet-
And what if later on, the bright future broken into her life. Having good family and children, without revealing past?!

NO, she kept the baby.
Was this the best way to have? If later on, her life is miserable for having baby without father. Man avoiding her, no more loyal friends around. Difficulty on the finance of feeding 2 mouths?!

Is it a mistake to have it done like that? Is this her mistake? Is it his mistake? Their mistakes? Or other’s people mistake? Who knows and who has the right to judge?
Or it just too exaggerated to bring up this discussion?

Able to have right decision needs is great. And not all people have it.
But when it comes to a diffusion moment, who could you blame?
Yourself? Your partner? The world? Your miserable life? Who?

We do things for reasons, which we think its best for us.
People make mistakes.
Which side are you in?

~tears~

2008-10-06T15:43:00.000+07:00

~in tears~

Time Roles

2008-10-06T15:38:00.002+07:00

This is more about small announcement of how Male, Maldives is.

Here, you will notice their working hours, which will alert you for your shopping time. This time is what the most groceries will have in town.
If usually we got only 2 lines of Mon-Sat & Sun, then this one- definite, for sure will smack you out into your face!

Sat-Thu … 08-12 am / 01-03.30pm / 04-06.30pm / 07-07.30pm / 08-10.30pm
Fri … 08-10.30am / 02-03.30pm / 04-06.30pm / 07-07.30pm / 08-10.30pm

Yeah, right-

This place is “Al Fresco”. Sure, you guys knew the known name. Food quality is not bad, more like the real ones. Just the place itself kind of bit off. Well, I haven’t really find a place like back in town yet.

“Panino” with chicken inside. The got choosen of beef, chicken or tuna. But beef was out of order that time, so I took chicken instead. Taste acceptable, and cost you Rf. 17 (which probably around Rp.12.200,- or around 1,7bucks)

Food here are damn expensive. Actually, everything is about twice or even triple from what you, Indonesian’s had.

Hudhuran Fushi

2008-09-28T10:27:00.002+07:00

2nd visit to Hudhuran Fushi Resort at Maldives. Such a nice place or paradise, should I say?
Having walk around the island, seeing new world of Hudhuran Fushi- until finding hermit crab and some corals, while watching surfers showing their skills against giant waves and least watching sunset.
Hmmm ….

(it's just me)

2008-09-16T12:33:00.000+07:00

Taken with my Canon-
Location: Harbour at Male, Maldives-
Date/Time: 00.00am / September 16th, 2008

Sweet Treats

2008-09-13T14:24:00.000+07:00

Look- bunch of sweet treats!!! Indian style!!!
Amazed me to see whole this collections?! .. not sure what to called for each of them, but for sure I’ll taste them one by one for each day. Anyway, I got the whole year to spend here, to taste them out- Hahahaha..

Location: Male, Maldives-

Maldives-

2008-09-10T14:47:00.003+07:00

Here I come! Maldives!!!!

never think, never thought that i'll have a great chance to do my work here.
everything just God's plan-

nice clear blue water, surrounding you - accompany you with all those little cute colorful fish.
and those gorgeous scene plus extra pocket money to spend for hillarious resorts!

Male, Maldives-

2008-09-04T10:01:00.001+07:00

Having transfer down from city to small city?! .. is another hard problem I have to facing off.

Male, Maldives. Center of Maldives, where all local people located in. At Indian Ocean and southern of both Sri Lanka and India. Exotic tropical island paradise – for people who come for resorts, for sure.

Male city is definitely different from all pictures, you have seen before. This is the city, not their resort. Everything going just like normal life.
But I was here during their fasting time- in September’08 and I’m having issue with food & accommodation, still.
I don’t do fasting, I need to eat- and therefore, its difficult for me in here while I’m not prepared with my own kitchen yet.

Shops and restaurant are closed during day time and they only open on their breakfast time, which is around 6 something late. And darn, I’m hungry in the mid of the day.
Good I found help from my humble friend, Camella here- She’s been so nice to me during my first time stay in Male. Thanks a lot, Mell!

What you see in here is the main road of Male. Population of the country stands around 300,000 people. They do speak English, instead of their language- Dhivehi. And for sure, mostly will be Muslim people.
Or maybe only the foreigner won’t be Muslim- There’s Filipino, Indonesian (only myself I found at the moment), American, Japanese, Chinese and even Vietnamese worker- whom I met them last time.

On the pict, left side is one of the old restaurant in here. One with the green wall and written garden restaurant. Called Sea Gull. Got lots of bats, hanging around on the tree above. Never really seen bats are flying everywhere so freely and amazing in my opinion.
I’m sure ‘my gothic friend’ would love to see it, when he plan to come down here.

This time climate wasn’t so friendly. It came suddenly hot or just rain like hell.
Food, I think its expensive in here. Also goods and stuffs in here.
Accommodation will be another problem too- since it’s so hard to find appropriate place and affordable rate.

This one will be small alley of street. Amazingly this street is also use for cars. Most houses in Male would be like this- It’s compact, due to their island is not that big, too.

Another thing is - You can’t even walk straight without having mirror in front of you, in your hand- You’ll need it.
My high heel shoes completely un-used over here. Been stuck few times on the street drain and spoil it.
So, back to flat shoes!!

Secret Admirer

2008-09-02T17:40:00.000+07:00

He’s been with me, around me .. all these time.
Caring and loving person,
full attention for details about me,
- just the only one, for me.

Just a thing that he never realizes –
That …
I ‘m his secret admirer, too.

Big Step?

2008-09-02T17:37:00.001+07:00

Another step in live I have to take
For others good reasons – no looking back, carrying past.

Leaving pieces of my heart behind, this will accompany me to my bright & promising future.
Promises, which will always stay with me, wait for me.

It like a airspace where I would walk into different sides of worlds- where you’ll never know what happen next, you can only guess and hope.
I guess for my lucky & fortune life to have with people I love is waiting for me there- somewhere at the end of my journey.

Dinner at Sampoerna-

2008-08-09T21:58:00.009+07:00

Dinner at Sampoerna - historical building.

Romantic? yes, it is- plus I' had dinner with my auntie, uncle, and my big cousin. In yellow T-shirt. And white blouse is my auntie- she runs fashion biz, called Arva Studio. Isn't she stylish?

Another auntie & uncle of mine, with my mom ( on a row behind ) .. Do they look hungry already? I did!

Steak, salads, satays, and trial error for some other food- then we visit the museum, which are next door. And here are some of quick snaps, we had. Enjoy!!

Crazy Lunatic Day

2008-08-04T21:02:00.005+07:00

nice breezy cold weather, me and ilma pretend to circling beach with those white sand and cool guys around.
Then the tragedy happen ...

Oh, no! They drag me out and pour all those stuff to me!!!
Gosh,even on my little cute bday cake. Look, it was smash down into my face- while i was trying to eat them. But taste good, even when i have to lick it!

See those watery brown color mark? all over my shirt and pants? ..
yups- those all mixed formula they gave me- smells awfully terrible ...
This picture can be a criminal record, friends...
Formula: sweet sauce, salty sauce, powder, raw eggs, cooking oil and others' still in secret identity.

Well, after all- everything is done all right.
They're my crazy lunatic colleaque- Hahahahaha..

Solar Eclipse

2008-07-28T12:32:00.000+07:00

Friday, August 1 is a red-letter day for eclipse enthusiasts. On that date, the sun will be partially eclipsed over an immense area that includes western and central Asia, parts of northern and central Europe, all of Greenland and even a small slice of northeastern North America.

A total solar eclipse — the first in nearly two and a half years — will be visible along a narrow track that will start over the Northwest Passage of Canada, gives a glancing blow to northern Greenland, then shifts southeast through Siberia and western Mongolia and before ending near the famed Silk Route of China.
The path of totality for this upcoming eclipse is never more than 157 miles (252 km) wide.

as shown at Yahoo news-

AMbillin HatiKu Donk! (bukan balon..)

2008-07-21T12:22:00.004+07:00

Kenapa yah kok image-Mu di kpala.ku masih ajah ada?
Yesterday, jalan2 .. aku ga sengaja ngeliat billboard, dengan dogie, like urs. Jadi inget kamu- ama anjingmu yang lutju banget!
Enaknya jalan, menyusuri tempat2 baru, nongol cowo dari escalator like IDENTICALLY you- ugh,.. gw harus gimana donk kalo setiap sudut di dunia ini selalu terbayang-bayang kamu?

Up Coming Melandas

2008-07-19T14:06:00.002+07:00

Masjid Agung

2008-07-16T17:34:00.002+07:00

errr... dunno what to say- but this one just small quick snap while strolling to meet up client. A mosque.

He's So Cute ..

2008-07-08T13:36:00.003+07:00

who's there?

Ahahaha.. isn't he so cute? Holding my drink and look suspicious on you-
Next, racoon mom w/ baby also gives part on snap shoot this time.

Kemunafikan-

2008-07-02T17:19:00.002+07:00

"gw ga mau orang2 deket gw masuk ke lingkungan ini - ntik nular munafiknya" .. that's what my friend said.
Ada betul-nya juga loh! Surprise but TRUE!!!

Kalo dipikir2 n ditelaah baik2, perush yg dah berdiri lebih dari 3 taon di lingkungan bisnis- so, you should be able to count on them, right? You're quite sure that the company is profesional enough to understand each system and management to rules, right?

Not for this one!
Management system totally ruined off- even the head said "well, we take the management system slow by time" .. Who would be so stupid to say those thing?

Management system is base of company structure- which has to be there when its build!
Doesn't make sense, isn't it to have head of company say such thing??!!
Well, I definitely disappoint, a lot & deep lot, that a company so big- can have this kind of person to rule!

If this is the way going on- "adios" will come soon --

Pissed Off!

2008-07-01T15:13:00.002+07:00

wah, gotta be really damn- thing today!
Everything messed up!! no more 'friend' tittle mentioned to make things get better- getting worst, yaa...

haven't mentioned the upper level- getting nerves out .. but don't need to spare time for those kind people, who always their think is better than others and even when they speak up their own stupidity!
hahahaha ..

little long creature

2008-06-27T16:01:00.003+07:00

hmm.. there you go-
its standing, crepping front of my door- waiting for accompany? i dont think so-
it just lying? or standing? there quitely.
step up near it, still didnt make any move at all.
hmm... what r u waiting for, long little creature?

so little, so long - almost 30cm .. and so slimy- i think?! yaiks- wont touch it.

never know what others i will find surround my house nowadays-

Tempo Doeloe

2008-06-12T15:00:00.002+07:00

Penganan tempo doeloe- stick coklat, yg dulu masanya gw anak kecil, doyan jajan di bapak2 pikulan. Yang dateng ke sekolah pas jam makan siang. Jajanan2 sehat maupun ga sehat, bersih maupun ga bersih- sikatttt...

Manisan mangga, pake logo anak cewe n warna merah untuk petunjuk rasa manis. Sementara ada warna ijo ataupun kuning untuk masing2 rasa yang berbeda- pedas, asin, manis pedas, etc..

Uenak logh- sambil ngebayangin masa lalu, maem jajanan itu.
Back to old memory neh...

Weekend Hunting (to be continue)

2008-06-10T11:12:00.002+07:00

another result for week hunting, from new branch opening of Hokky-near my home! plus imported discount book fair from TriMedia.

Lonely Soul

2008-06-09T11:34:00.002+07:00

it's a day without stop sign. there's never 'stop' words being spoken. everything seems to run and back to run, in same routine- each day, each minutes, each heart beat.

taking you far, and far away from what u've wanted for so long. drowning into deepest part of the world, where u couldn't seen ur own face, ur own personality. everything has been cover to please others, to smooth ur way to glory.

longing for every single thing, u've wish for. reality wish to spoke different, where pain and lush talks more- than you expected to hear, than you expected to say. everything was just about lies.

don't u know, nobody dare to love u, except for urself. something that doesn't change, the only thing doesn't change in the world.
how lonely is your soul?

51% On Lunch-

2008-06-06T16:52:00.003+07:00

Yumm... lunch at Prime Ribs-
Well, this is my 1st time there - colonial ambiance, they said- but seems that doesn't make my lunch pal agreed. He said it's not colonial yet-
aahhahhhahaha...

Got this main course of mixed steaks, full with chicken + beef + pork ribs plus choice of french fries/baked potato and some vege's.
Taste quite good- but heard that "The Rocks" taste better and cheaper.
Gotta try that one soon.

Oh yeah- another good things nowadays- Prime Ribs give 51% discount,for all kind payment!!! Good isn't it?

for real ..

2008-06-04T17:17:00.002+07:00

Have u ever feelin like u're in mid of something- where it's un.easy & un.decideable?
I do. And I feel it right now.
Lost part back to me, showing up in front of me, offers things I've been dreaming of-all this time. But again, it still nothing sure 'bout it.
Purely I want it, I long for it .. but then, I don't know whether this is real.
Can only hope this is for real ...

Friends

2008-06-03T13:38:00.000+07:00

what a life

2008-06-03T13:35:00.001+07:00

06.30am: wake up from ‘langit ke7’h”. Back to world, baby!
06.45am: brew (?!) hot tea
07.00am: wash dishes & help prepare food, plus some more if I decide to bring lunch from home.
07.30am: check out what’s new on world around plus interesting offer lately, on newspaper.
08.00am: ‘gosok-gosok’ tubuh & shower up!
08.20am: dress up for today
09.00am: start up my screen and back to work
09.50am: let’s get the day start on!!
10.00am: work and work-
13.00pm: skip to Prime Ribs for 51% off!!!! Bring ur army-
14.00pm: too much stock inside, but better get work done bfore day ends-
18.15pm: o..o .. time to throw all work out..
21.00pm: seems that work never get out - gotta finish others;;
(more or less) 00.00 - back to fantasy world

Lips of Angel

2008-05-28T12:21:00.000+07:00

Honey why you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me will it start a fight
No, I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

(bit old song, but my fav for now-)

Keep Web-Shopping!!!

2008-05-26T10:48:00.001+07:00

Check out this new website online purchasing -
(for now, still available in indonesia - but will go international later on)

Keep Shopping!!!

http://profiles.friendster.com/62076595

my condolence-

2008-05-20T20:28:00.003+07:00

Memang engga pernah bener2 nge-idola-in Sophan Sopiaan. Lagipula jaman2nya dia terkenal, gw masih terlalu kecil untuk nginget klo dia tuh terkenal- palingan juga nyokap gw yg demen.

Ganteng dan baek orangnya, people said.
Rasanya emang bener kok, apalagi setelah i grew up and realized kalo dia memang orang baik dan ga 'neko neko- Pantesan mba' widyawati sayang banget ama dia, dan mereka rukun2 ajah.

Pernah ngeliat tayangan ulang Dorce Show- mereka keliatan mesra, asli- engga dibuat2, dan lebih serunya- mereka udah kawin lebih dari 35 taon logh. Salut buat mereka!

Sayang, orang baik selalu lebih cepat perginya. Mungkin karena tugas2nya di dunia udah dipenuhin semuanya? who knows?
Biarpun aku engga ngikutin perkembangan alm. Sophan dari pertama, yang pasti aku turut berduka cita- semoga yg ditinggalkan dikuatkan..

Selamat jalan, om sopiaan.

Weekend Hunting

2008-05-12T11:35:00.006+07:00

Last weekend hunting- was these delicious purple lingerie.
While Surabaya got its town celebrating, cost these whole set become affordable- cost around 15 bucks, only!
Watch the small ribbon and pleats surround it- so cute and tempting.

But this weekend, went to Pasar Atum Mall – another mixed between mall and market, which offers lots of variety of goods and needs bargain skill, of course.
From the pict, this only the Mall part- there’s another part which been build few years behind and still operating until now. So, prepare your pocket and comfy shoes- let the hunt begin!

Stomach growling? No worry- let’s find something to fill your stomach. Nearby the area, got one place sells all kinds of food- from snacks to main course , in affordable price- for sure.
For example, this local snacks will help your stomach to cool down a while- eat with coconut milk or coconut meat- yumm…

Giant Frog

2008-05-12T11:27:00.002+07:00

Not sure which kind of this one. But for sure, it stand still there, front of my house door- guiding me, to stop enter my own house!

Not even move a bit when I flash my camera near it-
Hush..hush, jump away, giant crumple disgusting frog!!

COCOON

2008-05-12T10:55:00.004+07:00

‘silky case spun by insect larvae for protection as pupae’ – that’s what I’m talking about.
Found this near my mom’s plants- with big hard soil covered up one branch and leaves, too.

Hard enough ‘til I need my stick to broke one part of it- and there it is, small “uget2” yellow ones … long curly yellow stuff that become something else later on-
Hmm.. got that yellow liquid come out from it, too- not sure if I cause that with my stick.

Been thought of how come this become tat big- so, there’s another one and others more inside. Yaiks … that’s enough- will throw it away.

Wabi Sabi

2008-05-08T10:31:00.000+07:00

" beauty is imperfect, impermanent, and incomplete"

Up to 70%

2008-04-30T10:25:00.001+07:00

SUPER SALE!! of the year- celebrating Surabaya's Birthday-
sale up to 70% from all big malls around the city.. for whole month of May!!
Woaw... get ready with your card, cash out all your money
Ready? ..

Forbidden Kingdom

2008-04-26T16:20:00.000+07:00

Naa-- gotta watch this one. Bit silly movie but cool in action.

Our New Site-

2008-04-24T15:07:00.002+07:00

Hmm.. a sip of java chip coffee, back on Starbucks Coffee – couldn’t resist the temptation.
But hell, expensive nowadays- more over with not so much income coming in lately. Ugh .. gotta feel joyful enjoying the sensation.

Just drop by to add some advert- on our corporate on design. Please stop by and check out our portfolio on www.coroflot/think.com and u’re welcome to contact us for design work. U can trust us!

Eheheheh … this is me and my work partner-

Pict are taken with my Sonny Ericson!

It's You

2008-04-18T17:22:00.003+07:00

(taken from original with bit modification)

I met a man at dinner out
In my hang out place through a friend
We dance all night at the party
In doorways we did the talking

I miss his lips
And the way he move his body
As he tell stories along the night
I miss the smell of his body
I don't care if it takes my whole life to find him

The sun came up
And he was gone
I searched everywhere
Drunk with love
But noone seemed to know

I miss the touch
Of his body so much
I long for the warmth with him
Somewhere in time he will come back to me
And I'll spend my whole life beside him

hmm..something not right, is it?

2008-04-16T06:48:00.001+07:00

ehmm..couldn't say- but wise to know

2008-04-14T12:19:00.000+07:00

Read some books and got these wise poem, but its’ in Indonesian language:

Manusia di dunia ini semuanya merasa takut pada setan
Namun tidak takut pada setan berhias di dalam rumah
Yang dapat membius serta menarik roh dan sukma orang

Manusia di dunia ini semuanya merasa takut pada macan,
Tapi tidak takut pada macan betina yang seranjang dengannya
Yang memakan tulang dan sumsumnya hingga menjadi kering

Manusia di dunia ini semuanya merasa takut akan maling
Tapi tidak takut pada pencuri hawa “Yang” dimalam hari,
Yang akan mencari darah dan saripati orang sampai mati

Sex dapat merampas saripati manusia sampai habis semuanya
Harus sadar bahwa tenaga dan semangat kita terbatas adanya,
Sex tidak menggoda, namun manusia sendirilah yang tergoda

Berzinah adalah dosa yang paling berat dalam hukum langit.

Sunday on Pray

2008-04-09T12:55:00.012+07:00

Another Sunday in life- where it started with GIANT OCTOPUS!!! Just standing there, marking its own place called “Pantai Ria Kenjeran”.

My mission is to pray on a holly temple, which I never been there yet- so this is the 1st time for me.

Before reaching to the point, you’ll be welcomed with lots of gates decoration, as seen here- got circle holes with gold sculpture on the edge, and another holes, plus rows of big dragons. Means my journey nears end already-

Well, well, well .. seems that place is crowed with people in same purpose.
Inside you’ll see place for opening pray on its foyer. Gold Budha with black stone as backdrop wall.
Lots of incense burning, and people praying in front of it.
Sides got 2 tables with brochure and announcement.

Going there, going here- pray there, pray here. Lots of Gods to pray to- so better not to miss any of them. There are TEN of them!
Surround got super giant candles, light up, helping people around to light up their own incense, ready to pray. Got lampion hanging over there too-

This one inside packed with small budha plus got some person’s name. How to get your name in there? You need to make charity, then you’ll be in fame.
See how many of them, mark with lights on, man.

More inside, you’ll see ocean- where it connects to Madura (another area in Indonesia, where most people are mark with their red & black stripes clothes?!)
As gate, they build HUGE DRAGON with their GODS surround them.

This place also used as tourism too- no wonder there’s quite people with camera, like me.

Outside the temple, there’s few places to visit too. Such as 4 heads Budha (this one seems like from Thailand), food stalls and souvenir selling areas, plus places for lovers to hang out. Adding out an information: last place I mention is ugly.