Her/Him/She/His

smile-cry ... angry / cry-smile ... dissapointed smile / smile-laugh ... curiousity, accused / quite-smile ... sad smile, heart hurting / no sound-no response ... unresponsive, hate feeling / share feeling-cry ... weakness / action-laugh ... agresive, mistake made / wink-smug ... stubborn, show off / raise eyebrow ... worried, accused, dissapointed smile / drolling ... un-appreciated, heart breaking / wits end come up ... un-patient, un-logical, un-rational /

Flower Fusion

today is still a hectic day - well, maybe if not, then there's no world - .. this patter called fusion.. flower fusion?!

well, first thing of all .. i'm heading back home, after a month being far .. still i'm not yet finding my true life ?! .. and back again to work by monday ..

being far, changes lots of things, and i've missed lots of things too .. occasion n meaning of my life .. what is my existance in this world for? (taken from "I'm a cyborg, but that's ok" movie)

someone told me that his world is steady as a machine work .. i dont think so, cause i found out that his life more of the wind blow .. sometime can cause disaster to others, sometime gives nice breeze to others

life wasnt about steady or rhytm, but it was in how u keep ur track in it ..

do i keep my track in my life? i'm not quite sure myself .. i just enjoy what i had now, so when tomorrow i'm gone, i shouldn't regret my life ..

Flying Beagle

excellent agent!!! .. flying dog - incredible power ...

wish i got this dog of my own .. so cute . .. beagle .. flying beagle ..

It was him, the greatest ..

seing him standing there .. wide & strong shoulder, bare chest that show his muscle .. hot of sun sting, and sweat dripping over his body, glowing ... red rope he wears - show how great he is, how powerfull he is as a man ...
the next night, i saw him standing near by the window .. looking through the sky, finding some meaning in this life ... he was naked, not a single thread cover his strong body ..
he was so unique & tasty as human being- ...
he fight with courage, never give up, never surrender ..

Yes, it's him. Leonidas, the greatest. Live, Spartans!!!

Should We Be Alone?

have u ever think when will be the most time of ur destructive behaviour/DB u come out?

well, i got a list in my hand right now- ..

1. when u got upset with someone, u think that they care about u - but in reality, they dont know who you really are ... that trigger my DB badly

2. when u think the person u can count on - knock u down ... that trigger my depest DB

3. when i'm suppose to do something, but i just couldnt make it ... it destroy the shield of my DB

4. when the person close to u, try to cover up their mistake ... it also open up my DB shield

5. when someone say they miss u, care u - but actually they just forget about u ...

maybe, that's why the choosen of standing alone comes...

on the other hand, everything will be just allright when love comes ...

so, what is our existence in this world?

Day's Transition

yeah.. whuahhhaahhaha.. i past the changing through time & day, cause i got dateline to finish, and its still not finish .. whauhhhaa..
stay up late, watching worker 'til 3am. Eyes quite heavy, but seems fine- better than hang around!

going home, strolling saigon street at early morning .. seing some people still selling food, for hunger night creatures / some teenagers walking with mind flying for 'B52' / dogs sleeping quitly / night guard also sleep, forgot their jobs / park seems like a death field ..

well, quite a life ... not to mentioned, got scoulded in the morning for 'un-finished' work. Whuhahhaaa....

Some News To Catch Up ..

well, quite a few needs to up-grade some information. but not all in one time, i guess-

this time is about the puppies .. they opened their eyes, and start to walk already ...

it started by helmet, and then hittler, and the rest follow them- see it? that's helmet - because he seems to wear a helmet, dark brown helmet .. hahaha...

nowadays, he still keep sleeping, while the other's keep running around & make noisy sound- calling their mom, for feeding them non-stop.

there's how prince (there's crown mark on his head) sleep style..

open wide the leg, follow his grandfather's style and sometimes dreaming with wagging his tail..

Check this out!! Women's Town!!

BEIJING (Reuters) - Chinese tourism authorities are seeking investment to build a novel concept attraction -- the world's first "women's town," where men get punished for disobedience, an official said Thursday.
The 2.3-square-km Longshuihu village in the Shuangqiao district of Chongqing municipality, also known as "women's town," was based on the local traditional concept of "women rule and men obey," a tourism official told Reuters.

"Traditional women dominate and men have to be obedient in the areas of Sichuan province and Chongqing, and now we are using it as an idea to attract tourists and boost tourism," the official, surname Li, said by telephone.

The tourism bureau planned to invest between 200 million yuan ($26 million) and 300 million yuan in infrastructure, roads and buildings, Li said.
"We welcome investors from overseas and nationwide to invest in our project," he added.
The motto of the new town would be "women never make mistakes, and men can never refuse women's requests," Chinese media have reported.
When tour groups enter the town, female tourists would play the dominant role when shopping or choosing a place to stay, and a disobedient man would be punished by "kneeling on an uneven board" or washing dishes in restaurant, media reports said.

The project, begun in the end of 2005, was expected to take three to five years to finish.

what i want ..

.. i want to have a nice house that i can call it a home, my home, our home,

my home with my family ..

.. i want to keep all my food properly in my lovely fridge, prepare & cook my favourite recipes,or just nibbling trying new recipes, to keep the fire work ...

.. i want to keep my 3 dogs, watch them play, running on my garden, fed them,

play with them, walking them ...

.. i want to keep my house clean and neat, showing there's good family

and good people life in it ..

.. i want to learn how to build my own garden, take care the plants from dying,

feel the fresh air from it ..

.... was it too much to ask for myself? ...

Pop Up Question

however love is, this question suddenly pop-up to the head:

" have you ever thinking, by keep doing these bad things - if you sick & die, are you wiling enough to leave me alone without anything in hand for the rest of my life? "