Cambodian Newspaper

eh, this is kinda scary though-
this local newspaper seems telling stories, happening around city- and its damn full of harrasment, cold blood- etc ..

check this out: http://www.kohsantepheapdaily.com.kh

nothin much

yeah right- days passed by .. from struggling to wake up early in the morning 'til struggling to finish dateline for big boss.... over timeeeeeeee.....

lunch with friends, catching up some gossips around- days goes by while sitting ducking inside office with all stuff ...
present come in with glowing shine - (ehm..ehmm) ..
time is coming near ..
heart beating fast- what else could human being experience?

hey u, there- wait for me yaks-

Sunday Massage

It was sunday & as ussual, U need to have " to do list" while you're in town (cambodia-phnom penh) ... so, here comes the un-list thing.

i was surround sovanna mall (new up coming mall in town) .. joining guys setting up their new office setting. Saw this new massage place on the corner, in red shocking color- catch up your glance .. so I decide to give it a try-

i pick one of services, they had- oil massage. Cost you 8 bucks for weekends- but got 50% off this time, so only 4bucks- not bad, I thought.
Other services are: body massage, face massage, foot massage, fish massage.
Last items is interesting, but too bad they havent had that in the moment- guess they havent import the fish yet! ahahahhaha ...

I was given a rubber bracelet with number on it- it turns out that the number is the number for masseur. They send me to a room, which inside got 2 massage beds & pair of low chair & set of stereo & cabinet with towels. Room is paint in red brick color in one side, and the rest in lighter tone- Quite nice.

The masseur come, and turns out she's chinese. Hmm.. it must be good!
I was ordered to lay down with my face facing down, so it seems that the oil massage only apply on the back part, not including the front part-
Massage was good, pressing quite strong but not too hard- so total round is niceeee.....

they give you chosen of free drinks - and i choose simply hot tea ...
will be back for fish massage, man ...

additional:

on the pict --> david inhaling from his stuffy tummy, for eating bakpau- .. ahahhahahahahah

Hug Me !

it means a lot to me-
hug can cure sadness, and bitterness- plus loneliness..

u might want to run from loneliness, as u said that you're happy with ur life .. inside, there's always be lonelines - there is .. that's why hug is here!

hug people near you, show that you care-!

my thought ...

shouldnt be spending too much for something not worthed to spend, is it?

who said its gonna be easy?

who said its gonna be easy?

of course it would be easier for you-
what so wrong by choosing " to love" instead of " to be love" ...
i would want to be both of them, anyway-

easier to be love, received & received, giving a bit of ur selfish to give up -
harder to love, giving & giving, without limit - til pain left inside-
you're not my friend, you're not my lover - but i miss u ..
does this hurt me enough? .. maybe- i should not find the answer, for some mistake i make .. the only thing i wanna do ..

i wanna love somebody
i wanna feel sunshine, again in my heart - around me ..

running in circle to find out the answer .. who know maybe there's no answer
sometimes its hard to me to understand & accept this perception- though many times i learn
maybe i wasnt learn hard enough ...

peek a boo-

see things far away, though it's near to you-
peek a boo ... guess who's laughing now-

Rabbit Fish-

i called it rabbit fish- cause LOOK at their teeth!! ..
the one with blue stripes on their body- yeah, their teeth.. just like rabbit- with two teeth in front .. and they never close their mouth .. keep open, and open...

my whole dinner was watching this creature strolling around aquarium-

serendipity?

it was reflecting & good one .. so let me sing this for you-

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
I wish that we could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my man

I understand & I am not too blind to know
All the pain we have
Even though you might not show

Sorry for the things that I did not say
I love you, babe-

water festival (last day) ...

last day of water festival- people are rushing around, looking for left stocks to keep ..
i've been there- during the day 'til evening, but i pass out the night section, which i think it will be more crowds & lots of happening moments- ..

went there, check out how the crowd, since this is the 1st time i'm around during my 4 years stayin in cambodia. Not even a single festival i was here, only this time- so i wont miss it-
what a hell of crowds, i can say-

people from provinces comin in to gathered the festival, boat racing & check out new water featured along independence monument.
would be nothin new to us - but for these people, interesting part of the world is happening.

join with gorgeous person, to check out the crowds- hmm.. not bad. Got to queque for almost half hour to get my toilet seat- and got cold for wearing wrong dress code-
i was on my strapples, cause it was hot during the day- when sun falls, damn breeze just comin in & i wasnt prepare with any jacket- so, there i am .. seating quitly, trying to warm up on the corner.

walkin around riverside, people spilled from every corner-
u can taste the festival spirit amongs them, its something i havent feel for sometimes ...