~none~

what if the person who makes you cry is the only person who can make you smile?

I miss Him

Wind blows through my pale face~
as i sit on my balcony .. wondering what he's doing there, on the other side of this world.
He was laughing & telling stories while we're sitting together on that night.
Splendid night of our own.

I miss that moment
I miss him so bad tonight

If he's not here, now
Will he come to my dream?
I miss him ..

Good or Worst?

Was told one of good hotels you can find in Male, Maldives.
Got chance to stay overnight- last night. Too bad, what they’ve said turns out to be an awful taste if they do say this is one of good hotels they got in town/island!
It was written “For a pleasant stay in Male’ on its card .. but then? Not a single thing you will find it pleasant to stay there.
It’s located near with Airport Jetty- and one of few stretch hotels is surrounding it. Corner high rise building, just next to small alley that brings you to other side of the island.
Once you get in, you’ll get those messy & un-organized feeling. Interior of the place itself quite old. Dark red & green color, mixed together for rich purpose but it failed. Reception service is okay, except there’s always one thing is missing in Male. Smile.
Transfer to the room with small elevator, which seems AC been off for several hours to cut down electricity expenses.
Greet with a shock for there’s mirror in front of elevator, once you step into 3rd floor. Less than 2feet and voala- wall everywhere, around you. It was short & narrow alley to get into the room. Walls are dirty and chip off on each corner. Like few years back renovation took its place.
Ufgh.. room itself totally shock me off – not for it’s amazing dazzling look. For it’s dirty, messy, and oh.. hard to express! You can check out from pictures above…









I’m really disappointed- and it took you 80 bucks for this room, and rate does not include breakfast!

Awful Dream! Nightmare!

Got terrible dream last night- that’s why it’s nightmare!
Was heading back to my room, when I saw this black belt crawl into my room. It went into my wardrobe- while I was trying to catch it. Strange since I’m so afraid with snake & here, I’m chasing it!
It was a black belt, belongs to a man. Man’s belt & there’s holes on it- just like olden time when teenagers use those kind of belt to decline themselves as punk generation-
Finally I got it, held it around my point finger while I sort like punching its head. Actually, I saw no head at that time. What I really realized that there’s tail of it & I’m getting it burn on fire. Trying to get rid of it, for scaring me and entering my room.
Burn down little on top of its tail, but it’s crawl back and attack me. Got bit burn on my finger & I give up with burning it. Same time, it’s not black belt anymore- it turns out to be little green snake. Bright green snake, colors like green apple.
And it was on crowd place, with friends we’re heading for some building, sort like building I used to visit while my work visit in Vietnam. We’re heading to one stall, and asked for glass bottle- as they usually use for chemistry experiment.
Found it, and I put that little snake inside. It start hissed to me.
Bottle cage itself turns out to be nicer than before. With tree trunks & some leaves & ground soil.
And I was awake with a jolt, for feeling someone snap on my right-
Gosh, that’s an awful dream!

Life Essence

"Everybody wants to run, Karl. At some point in life, everybody thinks about walking away. Life's always better on the beach or in the mountains. Problems can be left behind. It's inbred in us. We're the proudcts of immigrants who left miserable conditions and came here in search of better life. And they kept moving west, packin gup and leaving, always looking for the pot of gold. Now, there's no place to go"

The Partner- John Grisham

tears & love

It was noon, probably quite late noon- ugh.. hardly to remember since my mind travelling around for some cause'

yup- this is my sensitive moment.

tears dropp without notice- and made my pillow wet of tears.

you came by and heal my pain, scare away my tears-
makasih, yang...

Gue Lagi Kesel!

Beneran, sumpah lagi keselllll bangetttttt....

Hmm.. kenapa yg namanya atasan besar selalu kaya gini yah?!
For some people kadang bisa ajah di-cuekin n ga terlalu nganggep- used to be like that. Tapi kadang2 keselnya ini loh, nyebelinnnnn bangettttt

Mulai dari pengambilan keputusan, tata cara ngomong & attitude juga engga banget deh dibilang bos2 amat. Erghh...
Klo salah engga mau ngaku, selalu ditumpahin ke yang laennya.
Bikin repot banyak orang untuk satu masalah kecil. Manja banget.
Banyak ngomong & repeat terus- ampe busa tuh mulut!
Ga nyadar apa klo banyak orang ga suka?

Masa harus di-konfrontasi di depan seh .. males banget!
Ergh... bukan bos tapi anak kecil ketuaan-

Klo ga ngerti prosedurnya, nanya donk- jangan suka maen terus ajah, malu2in di depan banyak orang. Iih...

Pencuri Hati

'Klo dibilang gimana awal mula ceritanya ~ bakalan ribet, soalnya 'kind a long story to tell & lebih u/ kita ber-2 ajah 'kali ya??!!
Mungkin aku bisa ceritain lewat gbr2 ini, sekilas lalu & bisa u/ mengenang "what past has bring us together" .. ceilee..


'Sampe pada akhirnya "being steal" by someone & pas banget seperti di foto. Pantai pasir putih nan indah jadi saksi (iih.. dangdut banget yah?!)
biarin lah- aku lagi bahagia ...

Luv u, pencuri hatiku!

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (chapter 4)

-finishing chapter-

been planning this trip for almost a month, and it did end up very well.
i enjoy n love the trip. got my heart capture by someone, too.

not last, here some other pictures took while completing my holiday.
psst.. got more on my facebook & friendster, too!

hendra-me

my love

New Year at Reethi Rah One & Only Resort (chapter 3)

finish after counting clock ticking?
no way ... we got long way to go~

Tonight at Effendy & Jaya's place. We continue celebrating New Year!!

Drinks are available plus some snacks and loud music to get Jaya "goyang masss..."
yihaaa... watch his moves!! hahaha.. so cuteeee

Party won't work without bit noisy attitude. We're getting loud & noisy as time goes by. Either one flip on another or getting bug by lover or simply laugh at others.


Of course, we can't forgot that we need to capture happy crazy moment we have.

Not enough taking picture of others~


and we vote for best couple of the year!


night crawling to morning .. and we have to end our private limited party-
since some of people here got to work day after. Hey, it's resort remember?
Now you know how their time limit & schedule,even in big moment like this-

zzzz...(snooring) ..zzzzz...