Rotten Attitude

Blog tempatnya berbagi curhat,kan? so..sekarang ini saya mau sedikit berbagi kisah - yang saya alami sendiri Mungkin kali ini sering saya alami, sesuatu yang sebetulnya jarang saya temui selama 30tahun saya hidup sampai sekarang- Well, bermula dari hari pertama saya ketemu dengan dia- orangnya ramah, menjelaskan segala sesuatu dengan baik, tenang. Pokoknya menyenangkan deh! Entah kena tempel apa, ternyata pembawaan sikap yang saya bilang tadi, hanya ada di beberapa bulan perkenalan saya dengan dia. Suatu hari, ditengah pembicaraan yang biasa-biasa saja. Ada yang tersirat membicarakan sindiran akan dirinya. Well, I think it's normal. Engga semua orang akan selalu mencintaimu, kan?! But then, it's NOT normal at all-

Terkadang, seperti yang tadi dibilang 'entah kena tempel apa- suasana bisa tiba2 memanas, suara meninggi dan sumpah serapah 'muntah keluar tanpa babibu- plus semua orang sekitar terkena dampaknya. ada banyak saat, dimana sasarannya adalah saya sendiri. tanpa adanya kesalahan, jadi malah ditambahkan sesuatu yang terlihat / membuat saya adalah salah. pusing? yah, begitulah. yang tidak ada, dibuat menjadi ada- padahal hal itu engga penting banget! (*apa ciri2 seseorang untuk gangguan jiwa?) Sering juga, identifikasi 'cari muka' tebal muka' sok jaim ' udah melekat banget ama dia. Pasang tampang 'sok innocent' pun sudah tidak bisa menutupi aib & kebusukannya. Kok bisa? *entahlah .. latar belakang, pendidikan memang berpengaruh - once you experience with this kind of person

Lady Spy

Akhirnya...

akhirnya ketaoan juga, siapa yang suka 'spying' @office. Bah! cari muka banget- akan masih banyak 'kejutan' dalam hidup ini, yang akan selalu terjadi di tiap harinya, tiap detiknya .. that's why life is so full of surprise! spy = pura2 = cari muka

Weekend

Maonya weekend tenang .. berasa kaya duduk di kursi malas, menghadap ke kebun belakang, hamparan rumput yang hijau plus ditemenin ama novel (at least bacaan yang ringan n engga bikin ngantuk) plus secangkir teh anget! Rasanya ada yang kelewatan ya. O iya, camilan. Tapi berhubung saya lagi diet, terpaksa item tersebut harus dihilangkan. Yang ada di depan mata sekarang, berbeda jauh dari apa yang saya inginkan tadinya.

Daftar pekerjaan rumah makin menimbun, gara-gara seminggu ini 'full booked' dengan kerjaan kantor. *sigh ;(

Miserable Look? Hot Look? Happy Face?

People might always think "what would this person look like?" Hmm...

My look isn't always 'nice - I mean in terms of smile, happy face. Personally, I'm an easy going person (as people used to say to me), but when things get rough, I tend to looked like 'missplace person in other world'

Miserable, yes. Hopeless, no. Hahahaha...

Full of Excitement

Today, so full of surprise!

Beginning of the day with 'mistake for not preparing my mom's lunch, .. for I was so in hurry (late wake up). Quick homemade fried eggs (ha3x) & sweet sauce, for her.

Arrived at office, got served with 'to do list I made myself, on the day before- which lots and lots of lists.. *fiuhhh..
During the work time, got buzz up for so many interviewing- phone calls need to made, sudden appointment, un.expected person, *gosh- .. and other things comes up in the middle of everything.

End of the day, got rush for so many things to finish before the sun 'touch down' .. and voala, still it won't be done.
Top up with my 'pick up comes so late- for me, waiting in front of the gate- surrounded in darkness of the night.
Good, got my friends willing to accompany me (even though I think they pretty much wanna go home fast).. thanks, guys!

*deep exhales ...
now, i'm here- in front of my lappie ;)
sharing what just happen today - n ready for my bedtime.

Good night, everybody!

Dasar "sycophant"

Mo dibilang "sycophant" ato "wriggler" ato "coax"?
.. mungkin pada bingung artinya yaks?! ..

How about "flatterer" or "bootlicker"? pasti tau donk artinya. :)

well, aku rasa pasti ada di tiap lingkungan kita berada. Or maybe you're one of them?

Klo iya, sadar donk- dunia elo mau dikemanain? Dengan tiap hari membuat 'musuh' dan merasa seperti 'pahlawan'?! what for?
Engga ada untungya di akhirat- malah bikin celaka, loh! Beware!

Klo kamu salah satu korbannya, hmm... be 'cuek is the best' ..
jangan senggol gw, klo elo mao selamat - gitu aja deh.
bakalan buang energi untuk ngurusin orang yang engga ada gunanya, engga pentinggg!!!

Hehehehe...
Have a good day,all!
Cheers!

*- boss

Pernahkah secara tiba2 bos-mu bertingkah laku gila? ... mm, inilah yang terjadi sekarang ini. Entah sejak kapan, kita bisa jadi 'sensitif' bisa jadi 'teman curhat' .. wah, membingungkan super duper!

Dalam 1menit ... mungkin hitungan detik 'malah, bisa 180 derajat berubah. "so much for out of what you can imagine-"
Pengaruh lingkungan? pengaruh usia? pengaruh cuaca? pengaruh teman? pengaruh keluarga? atau memang tabiat super buruk?

Why I bring up this issue?
..karena become irritating, ouch..

Aku datang ke kantor, sepenuh hati- walaupun ada perasaan was-was 'hari ini kena marah ga ya? hari ini kurang apa ya? ' ... ini kan jelas2 engga' normal lagi.
Trus udah gitu, bisa aja pagi2 datang dengan sambutan 'met pagi .. tapi bisa jadi 2menit kemudian tergopoh2 datang (sambil kuping masih nempel di hp) teriak2 'kenapa ini .. kenapa itu ..'
Nah loh, do you think this is normal? is this just how it suppose to be? or is this just my feeling for it's not normal?

Serba salahhh!!!
My senior used to say 'ignore it- n better not to be like it- beware n safe urself' ..
Hmm...

Why not choose the peace way-
solve things in good way, no need to shout, to be angry, to have anger

"Lebih Baik Tidak Kerja Daripada Kerja Jelek"

~ hmm....
Bagaimana seharusnya menyingkapi ini? kalimat ini? kata2 ini?

Haruskah ditanggapi secara negatif atau positif? ..
Arti sebenarnya? .. ataukah hanya emosi marah2 doank?

Iya, ini kata2 dari si bos besar- yang lagi "emosi" .. wah, benernya engga jelas juga si 'emosi terpendam' atau 'berkepanjangan' ..

Tapi kok sering banget yah, denger kata2 menyakitkan = menyinggung = menusuk seperti ini.
Kebiasaan? wah, gawat juga ..
Otority show off? hmm, mungkin yang dikatakan 'temen'ku bener juga ..
klo memang iya, berarti caranya salah-
" you say, we respect "
" you spank, we neglect "

Premenstrual syndrome

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS)or also called PMT (Premenstrual tension) --> collection of physical + emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.
Most women of child-bearing age (up to 85%) report having experienced physical symptoms related to normal ovulatory function, such as bloating or breast tenderness.

Medical definitions of PMS are limited to a consistent pattern of emotional and physical symptoms occurring only during the luteal phase of the menstrual cycle that are of "sufficient severity to interfere with some aspects of life".
In particular, emotional symptoms must be present consistently to diagnose PMS.
The specific emotional and physical symptoms attributable to PMS vary from woman to woman, but each individual woman's pattern of symptoms is predictable, occurs consistently during the fourteen days prior to menses, and vanishes either shortly before or shortly after the start of menstrual flow.

Only a small percentage of women (2 to 5%) have significant premenstrual symptoms that are separate from the normal discomfort associated with menstruation in healthy women.

Culturally, the abbreviation PMS is widely understood in English-speaking countries to refer to difficulties associated with menses, and the abbreviation is used frequently even in casual and colloquial settings, without regard to medical rigor. In these contexts, the syndrome is rarely referred to without abbreviation, and the connotations of the reference are frequently more broad than the clinical definition.
Premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD) is a more severe condition, positioned as a psychiatric disorder similar to unipolar depression.

Upset (..really..)

Do you know how many people will always complains in their life?
I think all will do same things, too .. when things doesn't go like what they want.

But how many people will always naggging and complains to others for their own mistake and blaming on others?
Well ... after typing this questions- just realize, maybe lots of people do this too-

Maybe you (who blame on others) can look at yourself better, next time - there's always next time - ...
It was so not cool, for repeating things you said, then you forgot and comes up you're blaming on others for things you did wrong.

Feels like shit" ...
for being blame~