being far away ..

do u know how it feels to be far away? ..
far away from someone, you want it to be close with? .. someone that always pop up into your mind, each minutes? .. pop up in different emotion & motion, 'til you can smile without hearing any jokes-

feels like years, waiting to see again? ... without knowing it when it will happen? ...
miss being near, being touch, hugs ... miss to laugh together, telling jokes to each other ...
miss all those moments, short moments ..

.... i'm just an ordinary girl in extra-ordinary world ....

kasih ...

got this from friend of mine .. so true & honest .. sorry, it's in indonesian language, guys-

kasih itu murah hati,mau mengerti n ramah.......

kasih melihat dgn hati bukan dgn akal budi.....

kasih adalah sarana tiap hati berbicara...

kasih dapat mengubahkan hal yang biasa menjadi luar biasa.....

kasih adalah anugerah dan tiada apapun di dalam kehidupan ini yg kasih mampu ubahkan.....

kasih tak dapat diperniagakan tak ternilai tapi cuma2.....

(nah, abis tuh disitu- soalnya dia dah keabisan kata2 ..)

True Love

whuahahhaha.. whahhahahaa....

Poipet Short Trip

site visit- what can i say? ... but this time is bit changes, cause some staff will go for vacation- short, really short vacation.

it was poipet as a destination, border with thai's-

we hire a medium van, to carry out 14pax .. well, this is how it looks like inside the van.
4 rows of seating & full with bunch of people- couldnt tell you much who and whom .. pict taken from back seat!

we spend almost 12 hours on the way, sitting inside the van & doing activities only singing - eating & slepping .. good way to gain weight, 2more kgs!

arrived when evening come - site visit, 1st of all & continue to un-pack stuff .. n dinner time!!
after some junk foods inside van, finally we got real food to chew on..

sort of BBQ, combine with soup & all do it yourself-

girl next to me is samphois- wife of the man next to her ... kynin is my work colleaque, they're both are my friend- and others combination from supplier 'til workers.

finish dinner- we're getting around the complex, where nearby casino is around ...

it was a big complex, full with many casino & some shopping stalls ...

we're heading to a relaxing place - as shown in pict .. where huge stage & small people as performance, i couldnt see clearly- well, that's how it is.

they're having holland theme- that's why u can see all blooming flowers surround....

well, i did tryin out the casino - but not for roullete or sort games similar as that ... i wouldn't be able to play without any instruction, long before. Maybe someone can teach me ....

i cash out only 10bucks- and they eat my money ... i was playing jackpot (is that how they call it?) .. and not a single turn i win...

done with buying papers or coins, we move to "Star Max" .. one of newest discoteque around- belongs to Thai .. the music much different with in town-

show began at 1.30am, where girls with minim skirt & tops dancing near poles .. took 15min to watch them spinning & arouse ... THEN ... 2 girls comin out with more, more minim fabrics ...

it was bikini in super sexy cuts- hahahaha..

they're doin sexy move & sex move, too -

all these guys are paying attention, ups.. super attention (even me- wow, .. ) & they kept dreaming of it 'til morning time.
Of course, there's more to see- but we're fallin sleepy & heading back on 4am-

these are faces of staff - they're seems desperate .. is it because too sad to leave or ?

ok, right to left then ...
1st row : kynin & samphois

2nd row : pheak - broseth - thoeun - veng
3rd row: hue - sister hue - nga

me? i'm behind here, can u see me?

back way home, all rush to be home- including me, i have a call to make ...