Eye & Tears ...

loud cried .. heart relieved, cried more louder ..
silent cried .. heart breaking, pain inside heart leave scars ...
happy cried .. hear bumping for every single moment to cherish

what are we looking for?

these moments of coming back was full of sadness, not gloryness - heart breaking, tears ..were more than ever ... dissapointment, disagreement, sadness, loosing control was all about it-

how can world change so drastically?

it was the world, i've been waiting for so long - and it was just different ...

should it take time to get use to it? or it's just a phase that should be passing by?

none could decide which is right and which is wrong, everything happen so fast -

when we see on the brigther side, would there be brighter side? .. there will be.

every single creature being make with bright side for them - we will have, as long as we try.

now all i can do, is try harder & work it harder - for me to see the bright side of mine ...

will you all supporting each effort i'll make? single thing i'll try to save my dream? your dream? our dream?

wouldn't it be all for us to give it best shoot, best try - to live in this world? would this be our purpose to live in this world?....

where does this feeling come from?

it was sunday afternoon, when all human beings enjoyed their free time with grouping inside the cafe, sipping their coffee and chips ..

there was a father, mother and small cute little girl seating in front of where i have my lunch- during my work time, on sunday. They're chattering, laughing together-

i miss those moment. i want those moment.

where does this feeling comes? how can i have this feeling?