My BF

In the pict. is my bf.
Today upload is day after his B-Day.

It's not that he use to be like in the pict.

But for sure,
I Love You, Baby!

Am I a Trouble Maker?

Am I a trouble maker?

Can I?

time never can return back, even we want it badly-
things i've done, word's i've spoke .. those i can't change & neither i want to change ...

sometimes when you're in confusion,
life can be so hard, life can be so mean to me
....

laugh, tears, sorrow, pain, happiness
all comes in life-
it went through like seasons,

i never ask for seasons in my life,
this time i will ask 'can i have what i want?'

Are You?

guess not everyone is happy with what they got-

Niceeeee....

sometime were so hard to say
secret feelin lock away
heaven knows I've always feel so much for you
I'm not that romantic even word sarcastic sometimes
and now it's time I tell you this
what's always been my one & only wish
even though I'm no spiderman or superman
I'll be the one who guard you
night & day & trust me
I don't need spider web or laser eyets
'cause you giving me strength to say
...
"Share your life & be my wife"

will you be my wife, baby?

~none~

what if the person who makes you cry is the only person who can make you smile?

I miss Him

Wind blows through my pale face~
as i sit on my balcony .. wondering what he's doing there, on the other side of this world.
He was laughing & telling stories while we're sitting together on that night.
Splendid night of our own.

I miss that moment
I miss him so bad tonight

If he's not here, now
Will he come to my dream?
I miss him ..

Good or Worst?

Was told one of good hotels you can find in Male, Maldives.
Got chance to stay overnight- last night. Too bad, what they’ve said turns out to be an awful taste if they do say this is one of good hotels they got in town/island!
It was written “For a pleasant stay in Male’ on its card .. but then? Not a single thing you will find it pleasant to stay there.
It’s located near with Airport Jetty- and one of few stretch hotels is surrounding it. Corner high rise building, just next to small alley that brings you to other side of the island.
Once you get in, you’ll get those messy & un-organized feeling. Interior of the place itself quite old. Dark red & green color, mixed together for rich purpose but it failed. Reception service is okay, except there’s always one thing is missing in Male. Smile.
Transfer to the room with small elevator, which seems AC been off for several hours to cut down electricity expenses.
Greet with a shock for there’s mirror in front of elevator, once you step into 3rd floor. Less than 2feet and voala- wall everywhere, around you. It was short & narrow alley to get into the room. Walls are dirty and chip off on each corner. Like few years back renovation took its place.
Ufgh.. room itself totally shock me off – not for it’s amazing dazzling look. For it’s dirty, messy, and oh.. hard to express! You can check out from pictures above…









I’m really disappointed- and it took you 80 bucks for this room, and rate does not include breakfast!

Awful Dream! Nightmare!

Got terrible dream last night- that’s why it’s nightmare!
Was heading back to my room, when I saw this black belt crawl into my room. It went into my wardrobe- while I was trying to catch it. Strange since I’m so afraid with snake & here, I’m chasing it!
It was a black belt, belongs to a man. Man’s belt & there’s holes on it- just like olden time when teenagers use those kind of belt to decline themselves as punk generation-
Finally I got it, held it around my point finger while I sort like punching its head. Actually, I saw no head at that time. What I really realized that there’s tail of it & I’m getting it burn on fire. Trying to get rid of it, for scaring me and entering my room.
Burn down little on top of its tail, but it’s crawl back and attack me. Got bit burn on my finger & I give up with burning it. Same time, it’s not black belt anymore- it turns out to be little green snake. Bright green snake, colors like green apple.
And it was on crowd place, with friends we’re heading for some building, sort like building I used to visit while my work visit in Vietnam. We’re heading to one stall, and asked for glass bottle- as they usually use for chemistry experiment.
Found it, and I put that little snake inside. It start hissed to me.
Bottle cage itself turns out to be nicer than before. With tree trunks & some leaves & ground soil.
And I was awake with a jolt, for feeling someone snap on my right-
Gosh, that’s an awful dream!

Life Essence

"Everybody wants to run, Karl. At some point in life, everybody thinks about walking away. Life's always better on the beach or in the mountains. Problems can be left behind. It's inbred in us. We're the proudcts of immigrants who left miserable conditions and came here in search of better life. And they kept moving west, packin gup and leaving, always looking for the pot of gold. Now, there's no place to go"

The Partner- John Grisham