Buffet Timeeee

on the pict: sopheak-me-koy veng

left them still on Phnom Penh, while I'm back to my hometown.
Well, wasn't really my hometown, actually - ehehehe.. anyway, Indonesia lagh ..

so, that was during dinner at Le Bassac - buffet with huge food variety. Cost you 12 bucks for dinner, and half for lunch time.

Sooooo many food you can eat- bet you wont eat them all .. you'll get blotted & spear later on.

from chinese, to vietnam then khmer food- they got over there. Oh yeah, they got some western and japanese food, too...
yum, steak I ate was really good- medium rare ... not used to eat rare part, but it was fantastic .. dont forget to try the wrap duck- taste yummy! ice cream got too, but wont try- since lots of times eat ice cream ...

got some BBQ too, beef satay- sea food satay and much more things ..

vietnamese range temptating too though- for some people dont used to eat those ...
i ate too much of those, during my work trip- each months.,, so sorry- i will skip those for now..

Good Bye, Grandpa

you only realized when they're gone -

i miss you,grandpa- .. even though i realized i never spend so much time with you, lately ... people got so busy chasing their dream, money & popularity ... til then, i miss you..

i had the best grandpa in the world... not yet mentioned that he's a good lookin guy (lookin back his old times pict) .. no wonder my grandma go crazy for him- plus all his good reputation and skills, he had all this time.

he never give up his life- even 'til end of his time. I admire that!

there was this awkward and strange and sad times when i'm back home & found out that he's been sick, lying hopelessly there- such a difficult moment to be ... but i think, everything went as how He wanted to be ...

Now, you can rest there, grandpa- There's no need to worry for anything, enjoy your time.
I love you!

Condom, please ...

hmm... from the name of it- sounds like promising you a pleasure, plus with the oversize pict on the cover of it- but when you see more details- sorry, guys .. its not a condom, its a cigar!

yeah, too disappointed? been lookin for new brand all this time?
well, sorry.. this is definitely not what you're lookin for ..

this new brand come up inside market, giving wrong perception to people on what it sales ..
who did this, man? .. you better get new look of it-

~ Apologize ~

I'm holding on your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground

And I'm hearing what you say

But I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down

But wait...

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late ...I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

(But that's nothing new)

Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue

And you say Sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you,

But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late ...I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late ... I said it's too late to apologize,

yeah yeah

I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah

I'm holding your rope

Got me ten feet off the ground...

Royal Palace on weekend-

another visit of the day- on the weekend. Royal Palace-

this building is one of others inside the Palace- which I couldnt determine the name of it - sowry, i do. Oh yeah, there's this big difference on the ticket issue, mannn ....

1000 riels only for local, while foreigners got to pay6 bucks!!!

well, wasnt much things to see- in my opinion... compare to what i've seen back in BKK several months back-

therefore, add you some pict taken from site & some additional details of it. Enjoy!

stretch of historical stories along the wall-
from beginning of history 'til being apply nowadays- gotta get tour guide to explain you the whole story ...

the strecth was quite long too, took you from one side of the entrance to another entrance.

painted along the wall-

love this pict, guys-

rows of sitting sculptures ... looks great! and the monks, also-
resting under trees, while sun hitting you so bad ...

we too, it was damn hot & tiring for walking under hot sun .. so we take bit rest, near the blessed one! huahahahaha...

Toul Sleng Museum (part 02)

to be continued ...

as u seen here, this one is the wooden version of cells- they got doors for each, but still the same system with chains and metal box to dispose daily needs-

i felt creppier in here, rather inside the brick side. place seems more secluded and being haunted with sudden attack if one of the ghosts will come out.

well, it just my imagination- such a chick..

each rooms are divided into many cells (applied to both case: brick & wood), while each rooms that contains many cells being related each other in small hole on the wall-

outside rooms, you'll find that whole building being fence with wiring (in sharp edges?!). They said to hold prisoners from suicide and of course from escaping. But i doubt if any of them can escape or even will try too escape- there's no where to run. The whole place is being ruled by Pol Pot- where could they run to? ....

at the end of journey- i saw another tools, they used to torture-

prisoner being hang upside down with this schooll equipment (it was used to be schooll bfore PP take over the place) then after they unconsious, they'll be dump into a pot- which contains dispose items (smells very bad- i'm sure) so, keeps them awake - in order to continue interrogation.

closing up the stories- here we are, at the end of our journey to re-gain memories how cruel time was to Khmer people.

Toul Sleng Museum (part 01)

Remembering Pol Pot Regime's history .. such a terrible & haunted feelin- I got.

Each time passing by, places where tragedy happened- gives me a creep, just by the look of it. But, this time- I brave myself, with all curiosity of what actually the feelin of it inside. .. so, here I am - inside Toul Sleng .. place where thousand of people being slaughter and tortured, from immoral people.

By just looking at picture of all prisoners, they display inside- i have this depressed emotion, how could someone faith be so dramatic. From good life with their family, just suddenly like that being dragged into misserable situation-

Faces lost blend into desperate soul-

Paintings describe lots of horrible activities Pol Pot did to all this innocent people- seems out of my logic. Such a human being can do all this horrible tortured & psycho thinking. From 10rules, they proclaimed 'til condition of places where they provided for all prisoners- it just doesn't make any sense at all. But it did happen.

next paintings describe how all prisoners being held together with chain, and put in line, inside a room. I went to these rooms, still you can see mark of rusted chains for being there in a long horrible, pain time.

being chained, hand and legs - waiting when they'll be called, for torture and time to die ...

havent been in my life seing skull, except at lab when i was in high schooll.. this time will be different- there's bunch of skulls being kept inside, with detail information.

like this one, told that this skull/person, being tortured with long dull equipment, from top of the skull diagonaly to the neck- which cause sudden death. ... shit- this is damn horrible !!

how could in the world people does this?

there are 2 different kind for prisoner cells. Bricks and wood- they were seperated by floors. There are 3 different levels- which at the ground floor, people are being put together in big room.

as u see, inside they're being chained on their legs- and given a metal box, where they dispose all their needs.

one cell for each person, where they're dying inside-

Back Slidders

they came to rock Phnom Penh!

triple of Australian's guys, with cool accent & attitude .. playin blues music at FCC. A friend of mine introduce this band, playin on Saturday night- so I decided to have a look of them, since no plan for that night-

cool music and words being put into their songs- check out their website & listen their songs ...

3 personal for guitar (guy in white t-shirt) / harmonica (with the cap) / and drum (at back in black t-shirt) ...

they're good, man. Harmonica sound excellent, drummer also full of spirit, and guitar player good in singing- such a good team.

place was cramped with people, comin to check out the band- and some of band lovers.

familiar faces goin around, meet up old time friends- it was good night & good performance!!

" Best Friend "

passing by street- saw this gorgeous lookin 'best friend' ...

he just sittin there, quitly, watching cars passing by

called up his universal name ' doggie' .. just quick glance then he kept to his mind, watchin day goes by-

lookin for something, boy?

Cambodian Newspaper

eh, this is kinda scary though-
this local newspaper seems telling stories, happening around city- and its damn full of harrasment, cold blood- etc ..

check this out: http://www.kohsantepheapdaily.com.kh

nothin much

yeah right- days passed by .. from struggling to wake up early in the morning 'til struggling to finish dateline for big boss.... over timeeeeeeee.....

lunch with friends, catching up some gossips around- days goes by while sitting ducking inside office with all stuff ...
present come in with glowing shine - (ehm..ehmm) ..
time is coming near ..
heart beating fast- what else could human being experience?

hey u, there- wait for me yaks-

Sunday Massage

It was sunday & as ussual, U need to have " to do list" while you're in town (cambodia-phnom penh) ... so, here comes the un-list thing.

i was surround sovanna mall (new up coming mall in town) .. joining guys setting up their new office setting. Saw this new massage place on the corner, in red shocking color- catch up your glance .. so I decide to give it a try-

i pick one of services, they had- oil massage. Cost you 8 bucks for weekends- but got 50% off this time, so only 4bucks- not bad, I thought.
Other services are: body massage, face massage, foot massage, fish massage.
Last items is interesting, but too bad they havent had that in the moment- guess they havent import the fish yet! ahahahhaha ...

I was given a rubber bracelet with number on it- it turns out that the number is the number for masseur. They send me to a room, which inside got 2 massage beds & pair of low chair & set of stereo & cabinet with towels. Room is paint in red brick color in one side, and the rest in lighter tone- Quite nice.

The masseur come, and turns out she's chinese. Hmm.. it must be good!
I was ordered to lay down with my face facing down, so it seems that the oil massage only apply on the back part, not including the front part-
Massage was good, pressing quite strong but not too hard- so total round is niceeee.....

they give you chosen of free drinks - and i choose simply hot tea ...
will be back for fish massage, man ...

additional:

on the pict --> david inhaling from his stuffy tummy, for eating bakpau- .. ahahhahahahahah

Hug Me !

it means a lot to me-
hug can cure sadness, and bitterness- plus loneliness..

u might want to run from loneliness, as u said that you're happy with ur life .. inside, there's always be lonelines - there is .. that's why hug is here!

hug people near you, show that you care-!

my thought ...

shouldnt be spending too much for something not worthed to spend, is it?

who said its gonna be easy?

who said its gonna be easy?

of course it would be easier for you-
what so wrong by choosing " to love" instead of " to be love" ...
i would want to be both of them, anyway-

easier to be love, received & received, giving a bit of ur selfish to give up -
harder to love, giving & giving, without limit - til pain left inside-
you're not my friend, you're not my lover - but i miss u ..
does this hurt me enough? .. maybe- i should not find the answer, for some mistake i make .. the only thing i wanna do ..

i wanna love somebody
i wanna feel sunshine, again in my heart - around me ..

running in circle to find out the answer .. who know maybe there's no answer
sometimes its hard to me to understand & accept this perception- though many times i learn
maybe i wasnt learn hard enough ...

peek a boo-

see things far away, though it's near to you-
peek a boo ... guess who's laughing now-

Rabbit Fish-

i called it rabbit fish- cause LOOK at their teeth!! ..
the one with blue stripes on their body- yeah, their teeth.. just like rabbit- with two teeth in front .. and they never close their mouth .. keep open, and open...

my whole dinner was watching this creature strolling around aquarium-

serendipity?

it was reflecting & good one .. so let me sing this for you-

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
I wish that we could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my man

I understand & I am not too blind to know
All the pain we have
Even though you might not show

Sorry for the things that I did not say
I love you, babe-

water festival (last day) ...

last day of water festival- people are rushing around, looking for left stocks to keep ..
i've been there- during the day 'til evening, but i pass out the night section, which i think it will be more crowds & lots of happening moments- ..

went there, check out how the crowd, since this is the 1st time i'm around during my 4 years stayin in cambodia. Not even a single festival i was here, only this time- so i wont miss it-
what a hell of crowds, i can say-

people from provinces comin in to gathered the festival, boat racing & check out new water featured along independence monument.
would be nothin new to us - but for these people, interesting part of the world is happening.

join with gorgeous person, to check out the crowds- hmm.. not bad. Got to queque for almost half hour to get my toilet seat- and got cold for wearing wrong dress code-
i was on my strapples, cause it was hot during the day- when sun falls, damn breeze just comin in & i wasnt prepare with any jacket- so, there i am .. seating quitly, trying to warm up on the corner.

walkin around riverside, people spilled from every corner-
u can taste the festival spirit amongs them, its something i havent feel for sometimes ...

25 November'07

this's last day of water festival-

people hurying to each booth/stalls, to check out whats left to carry ... big package of laundry soaps to use 'til middle of next year, clothes to stock, shoes to replace old rusty one, and many more ...


i was on the seller side, so approximately i'll see how selling increase quite well.
being half day, watching people come and go .. checking out comodity & prices .. or simply just spending time, watching crowds, like my fren does-


my friend open 2 booths, selling cosmetic range- from face powder to nail polish. Goin on well, in my opinion- more and more people come & purchase make up, either for themshelves or for their daughther - (and other one opening cigars booth)

it was so cute .. there's this small little girl, coming into the booth, n start to look around - seems like she's choosing which color she prefers... then later on, mom & dad coming- help her with paying bills. ahahahha...

Water Festival (bfore) ...

its just the beginning of the festival, they havent even started it yet- .. but roads are compacted with bunch of people..

journey today start from dinner with colleaques- at Anana's Cafetaria. Sait Ko Ang, means: beef satay?! .. plus hot bread with butter & cambodian pickles. Accompany by free hot tea, that makes our dinner-

strolling to riverside, starting from Naga Casino area- check out those booths, ready to promote their product. They're actually started already! .. and seems customer couldnt wait 'til Big day coming. They start their expense- yeah, spend...spend ..

Variety from snacks, cosmetic, daily goods, bread (Apsara Bakery is having largest amount of booths), shoes, clothes 'til cigarette & cigar - they even got big stage on the center, having schedule performance - for people around. Loud music is what I'm talkin about-

Separate from those area, you'll find activities in front of Royal Palace goin on as ussual, the only different is amount of people around- ahahahha, it's floaded with people!

some goin for pray, some just walk around- rather sitting bored inside stuffy home ...

suddenly come up all those seller, u used to see on smaller street- they start to build a compound for themselves .. ahahahha-my expression, only..

oh, those boil peanuts- I love ...

royal palace looks great, too - they light up the whole lights, in more details then they used too- plus fireworks .. bang..bang..bang.. suasana makin meriah!!!

Authentic Dinner -

finish work, driving along norodom blvd- we arrived at Shiva Shakti.

Famous Indian restaurant in town- pricy too, but best indian food you'll get- trust me!!

small harmonious place, with background of indian's classical instrument ...

warm lights comin from indian's light fixtures, hanging scented surround corners-

red color splashes along the wall- gives warm feeling on the inside. rama-shinta's also decorated the place. niceee....

food started with appetizer, which are triangle bread, fish, chicken & tasty cream sauce-

continue with butter & garlic naan as 2nd options, combine with choices of green beans, tofu, chicken, and vegetables curry. Got the cheese, too-

taste so much in heaven ....

as discussion continues .. food flows, still-

end up with sweets- like in pict. So much sweet, shocking ur mouth- after all main course, we had. sweet- sour mixed together. Phirin (new girl, I met during dinner) mentioned it was mixed with orange, so create the sour taste. who knows?

uhmm.. there's another surprises - they bring you a small plate with cigarretes & some spices together. what should i do? here we goes:

take some of the spices, from small bowl .. chew on it- its purpose to give fresh breathe after dinner.

after? .. light up the cigarrete (pretty small one) & enjoy the rest-

don't forget the bill, guys....

sunday trip .. what's next?

it was sunday- and really, we got to plan out what's next- otherwise, dying bored, man-

then this is the plan: wake up for breakfast at 8 then get lazy bfore 11. right, babe? ..

heading to steung trey (if i'm not mistaken in writing) .. for lunch with the swing.

too bad, we didnt have swing, but it's okay- we're cool. Lunch .. lunch, here we come!

food was expensive - but place was quite cool. Counting the breeze, some boat passing by- watching local's playin cards (other word: gambling) ... teenagers laughing & parents discussing- for politics, how making money, etc.

relax a bit, sniff at cigar's smell- then take my butt off .. and go straight to L'Imprevu - for some exercise ... swimming!!!

ehehehe, it was short quick swim, but anyway- it was fun .. notice there's small little girl with big appetite, and kids playin around.
this view was taken from back corner of the place- such a good location, is it?
gettin wet & work out my arm & legs- feels good ....

good weekend, babe -

moments bfore festival

owaaa.... its been few days left for "Water Festival" .. and havent decided what to do yet- so sad...

been busy for few days- couldnt take any snap shot surounding ...

hmm, thinking for some beach view? or mountain view? or forest? ... such an options with lots of people inside-

it will be damn crowded inside cambodia- during those festival.

if i'm around, will take snap shot for boat racing- for u,guys to see- (won't promise leee...)

street are full with stalls, being build starting from last week ... people start wondering around Independence Monument, for its new fountain ... yihaaaa- even a monk was caught for taking snap shot in front of it- ehehehhe....

me? been around, moving around from one place to another place - finding some interesting things to work on ....

job? been looking out lately- seems very little variation .. wish me luck! ahahahha-

"you'll think of me" ... keith urban .. background song-

slurpp....

why slurpp? .. it was my coleaque friend, sopheak-

he ordered this ice red bean, as a dessert - when we went out for dinner at Coca Suki.

got half bowl of sweet water with ice, and bottom part with red bean-

havent got 5min to start eatin dessert- he finish all water with his straw!!! unbelievable-

unfortunately, he ordered it to share with kynin (other colleaque) ...

whuahahhahhaa-

poor kynin no sweet water left to enjoy-

seseorang..

eee... ada crita baru deh, wanna share kebahagian - walaupun sesaat .. walaupun berharap bisa diperpanjang - (sedihnya..)

gw ketemuan ma seseorang yang bisa anehnya cocok dengan hal2 yang gw lakuin sehari2 ... mulai dari tontonan ampe seneng nyoba2 tuh- bener2 asik deh ...
well, sbenernya gw kangen segh- tapi masih ga jelas mpe kapan bisa bertahan, karena banyak alasan yang dibelakang kejadian- sayang segh benernya, but mau gimana-

orangnya asik n bisa jalan bareng, gaul bareng-
blun lagi soal anjingnya yang super cute & lutju banget ...
masih banyak crita yang bisa di share, tapi maybe lebih baik untuk diskusi bareng 'kaleee...

i'm sure, dia tau klo gw ada blog- maybe u're there, ngebaca yang skarang ini- just want u to know ... but i'm sure you knew it.
there's nothing else in this world, instead being with u, fishy- .. (ehehehhehe ..)

kamu bring back the shine idup aku.... i like it-
penuh pengertian & understanding .. that's yang aku rasa-
maybe not too easy for u to understand what i've wrote ... kinda beda dikit dalam bahasa, i used slank words more- told u so...

but, true- fish .. aku kangen kamu-

additional info:
Nov 29th .. the more i think of u & me - us .. i felt tremble of what we're having on-
Nov 30th .. i realize there's no path for us to be together (now) - lookin at the way we both run our life. too bad, but maybe next time we can have our time again & forever.

Small Prince...

hi there.. it's been really long, long time i havent got time to up-date my blog.

many things been happen - well, needs more time to share all those stuff

but right now, i would like to share happy moments with you all.

my friend just gave birth- to a beautiful baby son, name ken.

congrats to you both, guys - sodeth & chana ( parents)

been a pleasure to enjoy happy moment with you, guys-

Saturday Night

will u able to see the pict? .. yeah, it's still an amateur-

at least, i tried....

saturday night- get together with new friends, exicting & curiousity overload.. we went for dinner together at Atmosphere- good French appetite ... and welcoming staff.

chattering & provoke each other, seems night wont let us go so quick.

stop by for a zip of I-Pod at Pontoon- delicious, fresh,fruity.....

been trying special of their- yaiks, almost fall dead of it-

please....

in the pict: suntheara- elese-me

meet up new friends

its a friday night- and we're out meeting new friends ...
friendly people from Thailand ... business woman & a photographer- love your pict, man! they're gorgeous .. u can visit hiswebsite http://www.rkufoto.com/ .. natural talented-
and some more friends ...

oh yeah, thanks for good time you spend with us, cody- u're totally crazy! whuahahaha....

dinner at chinese resto- i used to go, seems like rewind- old ambience. Soft crab, fried kwetiu, cooked fish, hot plate beef ... hmm, yummy- plus hot tea as chinese style. Terrific dinner! .. plus accompaning of good friends & new friends, good conversation & jokes & snap here, snap there-

enjoying breezze from roof top of FCC, with a glass of red wine. Ups, i ordered hot fudge chocolate cake with vanilla ice cream on top- delicious! while chattering around-
tonight will meet new friend, too- good life...

3 damn years...

i've been running for 3 years, .. 3 years ..
tryin to find out who am i?

oh, bourne .. we're having same destiny-
should we meet up together?

Pechumben - Vietnam Trip

it's Pechumben's Day - so, both of us decided to have short escape to Saigon... 3nights ..for one, the only one reason- shoppinggggg!!!!

day begin with stuck on traffic jam, almost for 4 hours- cause all seems goin back to province.. exhausted & hungry dying ... almost over lunch time & got stuck-unable out to steal time for lunch- gosh, gotta flirt the bus guy to let us out for 5min! well.. that will be my friends to taking care off .. ahhahaaa, just joking, sambath..

getting there was almost 8pm- we lost the whole day 'cause that damn traffic- whatever.. heading to hotel, pack out all stuff, get some wash up & ready for night market! ... got all these bronze bracelet & hair clip- so cuteeeee.... we end up buying like 5 for each! hahahaha.... this things is so cool, i wont find it that cheap, on back way home- so bring back some for moms, & my up-coming sister in law too-

night still young, but we need to charge our battery for tomorrow hunting- got to be ready to fight on bargain! full power!!

food stall inside benh tanh market! full food stock that fill your stomach til the limit, there's lots of food range to try out- interesting & yummy. such this one- you can only find it in vietnam! it's yummy with meats inside, and little vegie. They served most their food with fish sauce, sugar, and chili mix together- wonderfull! .. been eating this for quite sometimes, but never get bored-

oh yeah, got this funny story while we're shopping & bargaining for the price. There's this lady, won't take us to bargain, and she shouted at us, also hushed us to go out the market- tell us that we should go outside looking for lower price. hahahhahah ... it was really un-expected, but also funny- hey, if u dont like our price then tell us your price .. we're just tryin to bargain here. Hahahahaa....

lunch, we stop by at Black Cat - one of experience must try at Vietnam (CNN's news) .. they got delicious burger & sandwich- look at the size of my burger! my friend tried this green curry, and it taste solid, man! own by vietnamese, but the taste really un-deniedable .. u gotta try-

night comes- stomach crawling for hunger.. we ran to Centro .. french food in proper manner. Guess what? we come with far dress code of formal.. well, what the heck- we're tourist! hahahhaa ....

this place is quite cool- they got these mirror with backlights, and so romantic- too bad, only 2 of us comin in.

after 10pm, we hang out at Caravelle Lounge .. called Saigon Saigon Bar - on roof top, accompanied with most coolest band in town- zip my melon cocktails & enjoy crowded. So much fun! .. it ended up to 12pm - time we got to go back, packing all stuff, back to phnom penh. -

Praying House

what's wrong with you? why u haven't update your blog? ..

well.. sorry, guys- i've been on holiday & more over, internet connection at office was down for the whole week- left me alone ...

there's few things i would like to put up- such as this one .. praying house!

yup- this is really famous - even david beckham bring some back way home - whuahahhaa...

wish i could bring it too .. but will cost me a fortune on the shipment-

as u seen, the colors are getting more & more .. from simply plain gold, now they got in dark red & black red .. even nowadays, i used to saw they paint in colors too-

this house used to be put outside the main house, to protect the land of the house (which people live in) .. while inside the house, there'll be another praying house

it's smaller, and people put it facing entrance door - sort of against bad evil enter the house .. and that one is to protect the house- so, kinda like there's a spirit to take care the house-

while outside, there's another spirit as a guard ...

who's in charge? .. guess yourself-

not to forget that there'll be lotus flower on the front, side by side with burn incense stick - hmmm... lovely view

wanna got one of them- come over to Cambodia, and get one of them ship back to your country..

being far away ..

do u know how it feels to be far away? ..
far away from someone, you want it to be close with? .. someone that always pop up into your mind, each minutes? .. pop up in different emotion & motion, 'til you can smile without hearing any jokes-

feels like years, waiting to see again? ... without knowing it when it will happen? ...
miss being near, being touch, hugs ... miss to laugh together, telling jokes to each other ...
miss all those moments, short moments ..

.... i'm just an ordinary girl in extra-ordinary world ....

kasih ...

got this from friend of mine .. so true & honest .. sorry, it's in indonesian language, guys-

kasih itu murah hati,mau mengerti n ramah.......

kasih melihat dgn hati bukan dgn akal budi.....

kasih adalah sarana tiap hati berbicara...

kasih dapat mengubahkan hal yang biasa menjadi luar biasa.....

kasih adalah anugerah dan tiada apapun di dalam kehidupan ini yg kasih mampu ubahkan.....

kasih tak dapat diperniagakan tak ternilai tapi cuma2.....

(nah, abis tuh disitu- soalnya dia dah keabisan kata2 ..)

True Love

whuahahhaha.. whahhahahaa....

Poipet Short Trip

site visit- what can i say? ... but this time is bit changes, cause some staff will go for vacation- short, really short vacation.

it was poipet as a destination, border with thai's-

we hire a medium van, to carry out 14pax .. well, this is how it looks like inside the van.
4 rows of seating & full with bunch of people- couldnt tell you much who and whom .. pict taken from back seat!

we spend almost 12 hours on the way, sitting inside the van & doing activities only singing - eating & slepping .. good way to gain weight, 2more kgs!

arrived when evening come - site visit, 1st of all & continue to un-pack stuff .. n dinner time!!
after some junk foods inside van, finally we got real food to chew on..

sort of BBQ, combine with soup & all do it yourself-

girl next to me is samphois- wife of the man next to her ... kynin is my work colleaque, they're both are my friend- and others combination from supplier 'til workers.

finish dinner- we're getting around the complex, where nearby casino is around ...

it was a big complex, full with many casino & some shopping stalls ...

we're heading to a relaxing place - as shown in pict .. where huge stage & small people as performance, i couldnt see clearly- well, that's how it is.

they're having holland theme- that's why u can see all blooming flowers surround....

well, i did tryin out the casino - but not for roullete or sort games similar as that ... i wouldn't be able to play without any instruction, long before. Maybe someone can teach me ....

i cash out only 10bucks- and they eat my money ... i was playing jackpot (is that how they call it?) .. and not a single turn i win...

done with buying papers or coins, we move to "Star Max" .. one of newest discoteque around- belongs to Thai .. the music much different with in town-

show began at 1.30am, where girls with minim skirt & tops dancing near poles .. took 15min to watch them spinning & arouse ... THEN ... 2 girls comin out with more, more minim fabrics ...

it was bikini in super sexy cuts- hahahaha..

they're doin sexy move & sex move, too -

all these guys are paying attention, ups.. super attention (even me- wow, .. ) & they kept dreaming of it 'til morning time.
Of course, there's more to see- but we're fallin sleepy & heading back on 4am-

these are faces of staff - they're seems desperate .. is it because too sad to leave or ?

ok, right to left then ...
1st row : kynin & samphois

2nd row : pheak - broseth - thoeun - veng
3rd row: hue - sister hue - nga

me? i'm behind here, can u see me?

back way home, all rush to be home- including me, i have a call to make ...

Indian Dancer

i was the one with black sari, decorate with gold thread around me- wearing silky transparant black sari, which look more like lace rather than silk sari .. attractive, full of passion ..

we're all full of passion & excitement - but one thing i'm not sure, is why i'm here? with all these dressing & accesories? ...

it was a celebration, for sure- for who? what occasion?

the hall was full with table setting in white, flower are white, table cloth are white - while outside balcony full with dancers, including me .. and prayer statue, for each of us to burn incense stick & pray bfore our performance.

guest are coming in french dress code- with their lace umbrella & tuxedo for the man. They all looked like they're gonna eat me alive- while i'm doing my performance.

i burn 3 incense sticks, tryin to stick them inside the pot - but couldnt work out, cause not enough soil to hold it - my nextdoor friend tryin to help & finally we gave up, leave it all lying inside the pot & hurried up to the corridor, where there's this one lady- calling us to come in & get prepared.

the corridor was so grand, full with ornament & carving in gold color .. it was an arch around the corridor way .. with many doors and many console table & mirrors.

dancer are running towards the end, where 2 lady standing there, waiting us to greet them & bow as a respect shown. They're wearing nice indian suit - in bright blue color, and other wearing skin color, but still nice & grand.

entering the room, it was a huge open room, with huge table- i think it's mean for dining table .. there's might be 10 or more chair over there. Surround still you can see, many chairs in a pair with the low table & their accesories on top of it-

dancer are waiting surrounding the room , they're chattering with low sound, affraid to make any noise that will disturb the room next door-

what is the next door about? .. i kept wondering & quite, keeping my question inside my heart - while slowly i walk near through the door (next door door) .. i have a peek & oh my lord, they're having their dancing .. seems like they're practicing for last time,bfore they go on stage!

i start to tremble, how come i end up in this place without knowing what step & what style i should move? .. what will i do if i do something wrong? can i make some new step? can i do improvisation? ...

it was strange- i thougth i wasn't know the dance, but somehow i'm sure that i can do that even right now i'm pretty sure i dont know that i've been learning it....

"wake up, wake up.." my alarm ring loud- n damn, without knowing the end of my dream!!!